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RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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Guess my saturday wasnt that bad actually apart from the movie..went tamp again wif my sis..den headed back home to clean the house as tmr lotsa ppl are cumin to pray..mum cooked my fav food...nasi ayam..had a real good dinner at home aft so long torturin myself wif lil food...yeah tot wanna diet..hahah but din make it!Well..my intention of gg home straight aft movie was to clean my hse but....it din happen..hehe..by the time me settle down aft bathin n dinner,its jus in time for a show at StarMovie..About a Boy was on aire at 9pm.Yup...had my ice tea and famous amos cookies on the table,all set for the show...
I appreciate the show alot...since the one i watched earlier sucks big time...the show somehow teaches alot abt life..i dunno how but i had this satisfied feeling aft watching it...i like the show..its good.More meaningful that that stupid drama queen show...
Miss Usa 2004 was on at tcs5..wow..all of them looked like barbie dolls..beautiful!!tho i find some are typical bimbos but its lotsa better than Miss Spore..that was another comedy show in spore...if the contestants had a quarter of these angmoh beauties,Miss Spore is much more worth watching..!!!My toes are laughin wen i saw the crown Miss Spore..haha...Din get to catch the winner for Miss Usa coz me and family went out for supper at Simpang Bedok..yeah our family chill out plc...hmm..had mee goreng and tea..hey..i ate alot tdy..omigod..IM FAT!!!
*yawn*....sleepy oredi now..tmr another hectic day..gonna haf 2 tuitions...ppl cumin over..haiz...5 days to my KL trip and....8 days to my results...man...dun wanna think abt it...freak me out!!!!no joke!i wasnt that scared durin poly compared to now...uni life is tough!!!!
Gtg....sweet dreams baby...
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Bertemankan rindu dalam sepi
Aku yang setia menanti
Menunggu jawapan yang belum pasti
Akan ku temui bilakah direstui nanti
Aku yang kian sendiri
Bertemankan bayangan diri
Aku yang masih lagi mencari
Menatap gambaran lukisan hati
Yang engkau beri tika mula
Aku kenali dulu
Penantian satu penyiksaan
Dalam kebuntuan sebuah kesampaian
Di ulit sepi yang mencengkam
Bagaikan pungguk merindukan
Bulan purnama
Indahnya nun jauh di sana
Cinta ku beraja di hati
Tiada istilah tandus lagi
Hanya takdir yang akan merestui
Pertemuan perpisahan ini
Kita berdoa bersama
Agar bertemu kita semula
Another wet day tdy..and a boring one too..haha..as always..hehe..woke up kinda early tdy and get scolded by my mum..wat a way to start the dae..haiz..well..guess its my fault!She wanna me to drive her to the market and told me to wake up early but....u noe..i was still asleep wen she got home from my granny hse..haha...she nag and nag and nag frm the moment i woke up til we got home from the market...man...u can imagine how pissed i was jus now!Surprisingly I kept quiet all the way and din even answered her wen she asked me qns..heheh...so im a rude daughter...hehe
Went to Tamp wid my sista jus now at 8pm..jus walked ard...theres nuthin interestin there aniway..bought some stuff to brin to KL..hehe..Im lucky to haf a such an understandin sis....love u sis..haha..sure she gonna puke readin this..
Hmmm....now me wid my face mask...its been such a long time since i last do sumthin to my face tho i do use the regular facial pdt..and rite now, i cant open my mouth..gonna wash my face...hey nice song..Wayne Wonder..Hold me now..nice beach kind of song..
Goin to sleep soon...wanna dream of....haiz...miss him alot...
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BLACK EYED PEAS RULZ!!!
Yuppie..me went to BEP concert yest!It was the best!Enjoyed every moment of the show..from the opening act to the real concert!I wasnt really into this local performances(well..except for one band..heheh) especially if its performed by 'mats' and 'minas'..but..aft yest performances..i salute them...Great job guys!Especially Wicked Aura..Wohoo!!!!U guys rockz the indoor stadium..hmm...tink the lead guy kinda cute..hahah...but din get to see close up so...hahhaa....
The real concert starts at 930pm and ends abt 11...i dunno how to describe but it was jus great!Should have bought the standing tix but anyho we did get up frm our seats and groove to the songs..hahah...Dude..wheres my gorgeous pix?lol..
Fergie is hot....seriously sizzling hot man...wen she did that booty dance...u go gerl!
Hmm...so BEP is over..so Linkin Park anyone?...or the reggae nite @ Sentosa??hahaha...
Oh yah...bought the KL tix yest too....my nx adventure...hahah...wait..nurul did mentioned the other day abt handsome steward servin drinks and food in the bus..well...saw one yest...and errr....hmm...Nurul..make sure that handsome steward u mentioned is the one servin us ah...if not...hehehe....
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Hmm...later den me went to Tamp to catch Shrek2 wid my sista and my 2 lovely..gorgeous couzie..its been awhile since me last met them...so mature now..hehe..
The show was good..funny..hehe..love it!Even in cartoon the characters had a happy ending..how sweet!hahaha...lol
Had dinner at LJS..we tok n tok..laughed..wen couzie met up,the interestin topic will b abt our families..can tok abt it on and on..hahaha...The Maricars...Love my couzies!!!Haiz..my tuition was cancelled to Wednesday..so got home and had a nice bath..watched Friends and now here I am sitting in my room..lookin at the laptop and writting my tots...hehehe...nice nice...oh yah...tmr is another happenin day!!!
Wanna noe wat song in my head now...Should I stay by Dreamz Fm, a local band i tink..nice song..love it..jus love it...check out the song..and heres d lyric...Peace out!
Should I Stay...Dreamz Fm
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
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After making the commitment, my character changed gradually for the better. I am more patient, less aggressive and feel at peace with myself. I believe that those who wear tudung for the sake of Allah, will receive His divine guidance....Amin
HIJAB...
Oh believing women, do cover yourselves
For we are precious diamonds, well-guarded,
Like ocean pearls in hardy shells,
Women in Islam are indeed well protected.
Grace to Allah, our lord so merciful
For making us women ever so beautiful,
Alas! Our beauty has been made the devil's tool,
To attract the grace of men, ever so lustful.
So don the hijab, my sister in Islam
Protect yourselves from unwanted harm,
Allah has commanded us to cover our beauty,
To safeguard our modesty and give our identity.
The hijab is more than a piece of cloth
Putting it on makes you no sloth,
Through this single act you will be liberated,
From the vices of beauty being marketed.
As a muslim woman, I have my hijab on
Inviting you, my sisters, onto my bondwagon,
Of this great practice of simple modesty,
As humble servant of our Lord Almighty....
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When it Hurts so bad.....Lauryn Hill
When it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
I loved real real hard once
But the love wasn't returned
Found out the man I'd die for
He wasn't even concerned.....
I tried, and I tried, and I tried
to keep him in my life.....
I cried, and I cried, and I cried
but I couldn't make it right
But I, I loved the young man...
And if you ever been in love
Then you'd understand
That what you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it
See, I thought this feeling
It was all that I had
But how could this be love
and make me feel so bad?
Gave up my power
I existed for you
But who-ever knew
the voo-doo you'd do
Real love never dies...miss u lots...
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Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#@$%&*^*%^&&*....
Hmmm....dun ask me why but seriously..definitely..absolutely..I HATE FRIENDSTER..yes at first it was fun coz u got to post ur pix and meet up with frens thro the network but as days goes by i get irritated and my heart pain so much each time i went to the site...arrgghhh!!!!!
OK,enuf of friendster...jus making my blood boils more!so hows my friday?hahah...woke up kinda early tdy as ive got to go to Suhaili's plc(my tuition kid)to take a look at his mid-year paper..haiz...hes another headache!!!Dunno wat i must do to make him understand his work...did so badly for his maths...His mum actually cried infront of me coz she so disappointed with his results.Seriously I dunno how to react.I jus told her to be more strict wif him...Suhaili..Suhaili...my $150 gone!!!!!Im dead now!I need to have one more tuition....HELP!!HELP!!!!
Got home and sleep back for another 2 hours...hehe..got up jus in time for the oprah show at StarWorld.Tdy's topic is hot...its abt man involvin in the down low life..Assholes!!!These are the men who are attached or married but gravin for sex wid the same sex..but they dunno claim to be gays..Nonsense!!Bastards!!These ppl need to be shot dead man...deceiving the woman..Now makes me doubt abt the guys here too..they cant b trusted totally..need to triple check their whereabout before gettin serious..make sure they are totally straight and go for HIV test!!!!@$%^*&*..the show is really a good!Now i noe why hiki nvr miss it!
Went to tuition at 4pm...BORING!!Met wati at tamp later at abt 645pm..had dinner at Kpg Chai Chee Rest wid Haida...as usual i din finish my food..waste my $4..the mee goreng aint that nice aniwae..later we chill at the new starbucks at Tamp Mall...had the black cherry drink..nice!!!Tamp is such a boring plc now..no interesting guys ard to check out...Man...where are all the guys go??!!!Aniwae the 3 of us did haf fun..tokin..laughin..gossipin..hmm..wat else can we do anyway..hehe..Haida suggest for a picnic on sunday...yah yah..lets see if it really happens!!left the plc at 10...
Noone at home wen i got back,sis went to Zouk(Biatch!!!)...took a quick shower and received a call frm my dad.Went to simpang bedok..yah..I changed bk and followed my parents.Simpang bdk used to be the best plc to check out guys wif cool bikes..those wif scramblers but now..SUCKS!!!Nothin to see...especially wen u r wid ur parents ard,i cant even look at the bikes which passes by..wat a torture!!but its ok la..had tea and prata...Dad was sleepy so have to drive hme...
There goes my friday...a very interesting one!hahah....my toes are laughing..*yawn* *yawn*..Sis jus got back...tellin me abt her day @ Zouk..complainin how boring it is wif trance music..cant dance la..blah..blah..now makes me recalled bk those days me n sid went 2 yrs bk...so much fun!...sid...honey....miss u gals lots...!!!!!!
Times up...nitey nitey...muakz.....
This is written by Jasmine....
Joe
darling.. this belongs to u.. hope it's how u wan me to write it yah? don't be constantly upset bout it anymore, okie? *hugs*
the name i used to hold dear to my heart..
the name i still hug tightly to my broken spirit..
the smell i breathe whenever the thought of you comes to my mind..
your face i dream of so frequently..
your lips i've been kissing in the past..
your hands i held onto when we walked the busy streets..
it's been a few months since we last spoke..
it's been terribly hard for me especially in the nights..
it's been the one thing in my head when i drift off to sleep..
you're the one who made the decision..
you're the one who made me cry..
you're the one who made me angry oh so much at the same time..
i want to leave..
i want to stop waiting for you or give you the time you need..
i want to live my life without you..
the promises you made to me were broken..
the words you said were untrue..
the love we shared was forgotten..
but you're the man i want for the rest of my life..
the man i want my children to call "father"..
the man i will always love with all my heart..# posted by crayons : 12:19 AM
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but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I,moi,me,myself..,Raihanah Mohamed..Im 22 for a moment..tryin my luck in writing tis blog..tellin all abt me..me..and me...hmm...sounds kinda boring ya..heheeh..wat else can i say in here den..its gonna be funfill with things associated abt my mind...body...families..friends...success...and my pathetic romance??!!!hahaha...
Here sittin in my room lookin at the four walls and listening to Alanis new single..Everything..I dunno wat i am thinkin..shit..my brain aint werkin well these days...am i sad?am i happy? am i crazy?...???...
No mood to watch The Bold and the Beautiful tdy...
Suppose to meet the gals(jaz..nadz..hiki)tdy for lunch and movie but well...everyone cant make it..Hiki had to do errands wid her couz..Nadz's mum jus came back from Aust in d mornin and Jaz.....shes low in cash..(u kuti!!!hahah).Guess I am stucked at home again..hmmm..maybe i wld follow my sista to city hall later to meet her fren..jus chilling out at the starbucks...since EVERYONE is broke...man...how boring life can be!!!aarrgghh.....
Yah..Wati msged in the morning sayin she got the green lite frm her dad to go to KL...Wohoo!!!at last im goin somewhere out of here!!!Seriously i feel like im choking and suffocating here...cant breathe...hope this trip will go smoothly as plan.Badly need a break.....haiz....
Gotta take a short nap now b4 moi get ready to go to City hall.... peace out!
5/30/2004
Ok..if anyone thinking of watchin Confession of a teenage drama queen,my advice..DONT!yeah..went to watch it earlier wit my sis and 2 couzie..its the stupiest show ever!Man..its too childish for someone like me who is 22yrs..and it deserved half a star or maybe none!!!cant believe i jus wasted $8.50 tdy on a @#%$& show..Guess my saturday wasnt that bad actually apart from the movie..went tamp again wif my sis..den headed back home to clean the house as tmr lotsa ppl are cumin to pray..mum cooked my fav food...nasi ayam..had a real good dinner at home aft so long torturin myself wif lil food...yeah tot wanna diet..hahah but din make it!Well..my intention of gg home straight aft movie was to clean my hse but....it din happen..hehe..by the time me settle down aft bathin n dinner,its jus in time for a show at StarMovie..About a Boy was on aire at 9pm.Yup...had my ice tea and famous amos cookies on the table,all set for the show...
I appreciate the show alot...since the one i watched earlier sucks big time...the show somehow teaches alot abt life..i dunno how but i had this satisfied feeling aft watching it...i like the show..its good.More meaningful that that stupid drama queen show...
Miss Usa 2004 was on at tcs5..wow..all of them looked like barbie dolls..beautiful!!tho i find some are typical bimbos but its lotsa better than Miss Spore..that was another comedy show in spore...if the contestants had a quarter of these angmoh beauties,Miss Spore is much more worth watching..!!!My toes are laughin wen i saw the crown Miss Spore..haha...Din get to catch the winner for Miss Usa coz me and family went out for supper at Simpang Bedok..yeah our family chill out plc...hmm..had mee goreng and tea..hey..i ate alot tdy..omigod..IM FAT!!!
*yawn*....sleepy oredi now..tmr another hectic day..gonna haf 2 tuitions...ppl cumin over..haiz...5 days to my KL trip and....8 days to my results...man...dun wanna think abt it...freak me out!!!!no joke!i wasnt that scared durin poly compared to now...uni life is tough!!!!
Gtg....sweet dreams baby...
a penny for my thoughts?
5/28/2004
Aku yang masih disiniBertemankan rindu dalam sepi
Aku yang setia menanti
Menunggu jawapan yang belum pasti
Akan ku temui bilakah direstui nanti
Aku yang kian sendiri
Bertemankan bayangan diri
Aku yang masih lagi mencari
Menatap gambaran lukisan hati
Yang engkau beri tika mula
Aku kenali dulu
Penantian satu penyiksaan
Dalam kebuntuan sebuah kesampaian
Di ulit sepi yang mencengkam
Bagaikan pungguk merindukan
Bulan purnama
Indahnya nun jauh di sana
Cinta ku beraja di hati
Tiada istilah tandus lagi
Hanya takdir yang akan merestui
Pertemuan perpisahan ini
Kita berdoa bersama
Agar bertemu kita semula
a penny for my thoughts?
| YES!The black won this year American Idol..haha..im happy!Tho i wasnt a fan of Fantasia...i think she deserve to win rather than that fat arse Diana..hehe..too bad Latoya London was out...shes my fav...shes a diva!Ok..Game over for American Idol and lets wait for the comedy show startin next month...the Singapore Idol..hahaha...the joke of the year..see the posers and clowns perform!!!hahaha..lol...Another wet day tdy..and a boring one too..haha..as always..hehe..woke up kinda early tdy and get scolded by my mum..wat a way to start the dae..haiz..well..guess its my fault!She wanna me to drive her to the market and told me to wake up early but....u noe..i was still asleep wen she got home from my granny hse..haha...she nag and nag and nag frm the moment i woke up til we got home from the market...man...u can imagine how pissed i was jus now!Surprisingly I kept quiet all the way and din even answered her wen she asked me qns..heheh...so im a rude daughter...hehe
Went to Tamp wid my sista jus now at 8pm..jus walked ard...theres nuthin interestin there aniway..bought some stuff to brin to KL..hehe..Im lucky to haf a such an understandin sis....love u sis..haha..sure she gonna puke readin this..
Hmmm....now me wid my face mask...its been such a long time since i last do sumthin to my face tho i do use the regular facial pdt..and rite now, i cant open my mouth..gonna wash my face...hey nice song..Wayne Wonder..Hold me now..nice beach kind of song..
Goin to sleep soon...wanna dream of....haiz...miss him alot...
a penny for my thoughts?
5/26/2004
Hehe..ehm..wat a wet thursday..eh..no..tdy is wednes..man..wassup rai!!!hahah..had a lazy day tdy...sleep..eat..watch tv..tuition and sleep again..hahaha...jus feelin tired aft enjoyin myself too much yest...YES!yesterday was superb!!!BLACK EYED PEAS RULZ!!!
Yuppie..me went to BEP concert yest!It was the best!Enjoyed every moment of the show..from the opening act to the real concert!I wasnt really into this local performances(well..except for one band..heheh) especially if its performed by 'mats' and 'minas'..but..aft yest performances..i salute them...Great job guys!Especially Wicked Aura..Wohoo!!!!U guys rockz the indoor stadium..hmm...tink the lead guy kinda cute..hahah...but din get to see close up so...hahhaa....
The real concert starts at 930pm and ends abt 11...i dunno how to describe but it was jus great!Should have bought the standing tix but anyho we did get up frm our seats and groove to the songs..hahah...Dude..wheres my gorgeous pix?lol..
Fergie is hot....seriously sizzling hot man...wen she did that booty dance...u go gerl!
Hmm...so BEP is over..so Linkin Park anyone?...or the reggae nite @ Sentosa??hahaha...
Oh yah...bought the KL tix yest too....my nx adventure...hahah...wait..nurul did mentioned the other day abt handsome steward servin drinks and food in the bus..well...saw one yest...and errr....hmm...Nurul..make sure that handsome steward u mentioned is the one servin us ah...if not...hehehe....
a penny for my thoughts?
5/24/2004
A brand new day...a brand new week...my monday wasnt that bad tdy tho i tot its gonna b another boring one...woke up early tdy as i cant get myself sleep well last nite.Had my usual yakult and sugar toast.At abt noon..me n my mum went to the immigration to collect my passport as me gg KL in june(Wohoo!)..den head down to Arab street for tea wif dad..me drove his cab..haha...for awhile only coz hes eatin so me go park the cabbie into d empty lot...driving a cab isnt tt bad actually...maybe can consider drivin one in near future..its good $$$Hmm...later den me went to Tamp to catch Shrek2 wid my sista and my 2 lovely..gorgeous couzie..its been awhile since me last met them...so mature now..hehe..
The show was good..funny..hehe..love it!Even in cartoon the characters had a happy ending..how sweet!hahaha...lol
Had dinner at LJS..we tok n tok..laughed..wen couzie met up,the interestin topic will b abt our families..can tok abt it on and on..hahaha...The Maricars...Love my couzies!!!Haiz..my tuition was cancelled to Wednesday..so got home and had a nice bath..watched Friends and now here I am sitting in my room..lookin at the laptop and writting my tots...hehehe...nice nice...oh yah...tmr is another happenin day!!!
Wanna noe wat song in my head now...Should I stay by Dreamz Fm, a local band i tink..nice song..love it..jus love it...check out the song..and heres d lyric...Peace out!
Should I Stay...Dreamz Fm
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
a penny for my thoughts?
5/23/2004
2 years ago I wore tudung out of sincerity and fulfill my obligation as a muslim woman. I have never looked back since. The tudung is, to me as a guard of modesty as a check on misdemeanour. It may seems like a mere peice of cloth, yet the significance is intricate, just like the weave of threads it is made from.After making the commitment, my character changed gradually for the better. I am more patient, less aggressive and feel at peace with myself. I believe that those who wear tudung for the sake of Allah, will receive His divine guidance....Amin
HIJAB...
Oh believing women, do cover yourselves
For we are precious diamonds, well-guarded,
Like ocean pearls in hardy shells,
Women in Islam are indeed well protected.
Grace to Allah, our lord so merciful
For making us women ever so beautiful,
Alas! Our beauty has been made the devil's tool,
To attract the grace of men, ever so lustful.
So don the hijab, my sister in Islam
Protect yourselves from unwanted harm,
Allah has commanded us to cover our beauty,
To safeguard our modesty and give our identity.
The hijab is more than a piece of cloth
Putting it on makes you no sloth,
Through this single act you will be liberated,
From the vices of beauty being marketed.
As a muslim woman, I have my hijab on
Inviting you, my sisters, onto my bondwagon,
Of this great practice of simple modesty,
As humble servant of our Lord Almighty....
a penny for my thoughts?
5/22/2004
Are you depressed?this is the question asked by Zarina over msn earlier...hahaha..so am i leading a depressed life now?..am i depressed over the friendster thingy?..i dunno man...tough question!!guess things which cant be said are best written down..This is jus my tot and feelings..so if u tink i am...den i have no comments dude...no comments...When it Hurts so bad.....Lauryn Hill
When it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
I loved real real hard once
But the love wasn't returned
Found out the man I'd die for
He wasn't even concerned.....
I tried, and I tried, and I tried
to keep him in my life.....
I cried, and I cried, and I cried
but I couldn't make it right
But I, I loved the young man...
And if you ever been in love
Then you'd understand
That what you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it
See, I thought this feeling
It was all that I had
But how could this be love
and make me feel so bad?
Gave up my power
I existed for you
But who-ever knew
the voo-doo you'd do
Real love never dies...miss u lots...
a penny for my thoughts?
5/21/2004
All of my lifeWhere have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...I HATE FRIENDSTER...ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#@$%&*^*%^&&*....
Hmmm....dun ask me why but seriously..definitely..absolutely..I HATE FRIENDSTER..yes at first it was fun coz u got to post ur pix and meet up with frens thro the network but as days goes by i get irritated and my heart pain so much each time i went to the site...arrgghhh!!!!!
OK,enuf of friendster...jus making my blood boils more!so hows my friday?hahah...woke up kinda early tdy as ive got to go to Suhaili's plc(my tuition kid)to take a look at his mid-year paper..haiz...hes another headache!!!Dunno wat i must do to make him understand his work...did so badly for his maths...His mum actually cried infront of me coz she so disappointed with his results.Seriously I dunno how to react.I jus told her to be more strict wif him...Suhaili..Suhaili...my $150 gone!!!!!Im dead now!I need to have one more tuition....HELP!!HELP!!!!
Got home and sleep back for another 2 hours...hehe..got up jus in time for the oprah show at StarWorld.Tdy's topic is hot...its abt man involvin in the down low life..Assholes!!!These are the men who are attached or married but gravin for sex wid the same sex..but they dunno claim to be gays..Nonsense!!Bastards!!These ppl need to be shot dead man...deceiving the woman..Now makes me doubt abt the guys here too..they cant b trusted totally..need to triple check their whereabout before gettin serious..make sure they are totally straight and go for HIV test!!!!@$%^*&*..the show is really a good!Now i noe why hiki nvr miss it!
Went to tuition at 4pm...BORING!!Met wati at tamp later at abt 645pm..had dinner at Kpg Chai Chee Rest wid Haida...as usual i din finish my food..waste my $4..the mee goreng aint that nice aniwae..later we chill at the new starbucks at Tamp Mall...had the black cherry drink..nice!!!Tamp is such a boring plc now..no interesting guys ard to check out...Man...where are all the guys go??!!!Aniwae the 3 of us did haf fun..tokin..laughin..gossipin..hmm..wat else can we do anyway..hehe..Haida suggest for a picnic on sunday...yah yah..lets see if it really happens!!left the plc at 10...
Noone at home wen i got back,sis went to Zouk(Biatch!!!)...took a quick shower and received a call frm my dad.Went to simpang bedok..yah..I changed bk and followed my parents.Simpang bdk used to be the best plc to check out guys wif cool bikes..those wif scramblers but now..SUCKS!!!Nothin to see...especially wen u r wid ur parents ard,i cant even look at the bikes which passes by..wat a torture!!but its ok la..had tea and prata...Dad was sleepy so have to drive hme...
There goes my friday...a very interesting one!hahah....my toes are laughing..*yawn* *yawn*..Sis jus got back...tellin me abt her day @ Zouk..complainin how boring it is wif trance music..cant dance la..blah..blah..now makes me recalled bk those days me n sid went 2 yrs bk...so much fun!...sid...honey....miss u gals lots...!!!!!!
Times up...nitey nitey...muakz.....
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| Jaz...thanks so much for ur time to write this,greatly appreciated..like u said its a lil drama but i jus lurve it....each time i read it,i will play By Your Side (Sade)in the background....and thats it...i will need the tissue...no joke!This is written by Jasmine....
Joe
darling.. this belongs to u.. hope it's how u wan me to write it yah? don't be constantly upset bout it anymore, okie? *hugs*
the name i used to hold dear to my heart..
the name i still hug tightly to my broken spirit..
the smell i breathe whenever the thought of you comes to my mind..
your face i dream of so frequently..
your lips i've been kissing in the past..
your hands i held onto when we walked the busy streets..
it's been a few months since we last spoke..
it's been terribly hard for me especially in the nights..
it's been the one thing in my head when i drift off to sleep..
you're the one who made the decision..
you're the one who made me cry..
you're the one who made me angry oh so much at the same time..
i want to leave..
i want to stop waiting for you or give you the time you need..
i want to live my life without you..
the promises you made to me were broken..
the words you said were untrue..
the love we shared was forgotten..
but you're the man i want for the rest of my life..
the man i want my children to call "father"..
the man i will always love with all my heart..# posted by crayons : 12:19 AM
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5/20/2004
I’m here without you babybut your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I,moi,me,myself..,Raihanah Mohamed..Im 22 for a moment..tryin my luck in writing tis blog..tellin all abt me..me..and me...hmm...sounds kinda boring ya..heheeh..wat else can i say in here den..its gonna be funfill with things associated abt my mind...body...families..friends...success...and my pathetic romance??!!!hahaha...
Here sittin in my room lookin at the four walls and listening to Alanis new single..Everything..I dunno wat i am thinkin..shit..my brain aint werkin well these days...am i sad?am i happy? am i crazy?...???...
No mood to watch The Bold and the Beautiful tdy...
Suppose to meet the gals(jaz..nadz..hiki)tdy for lunch and movie but well...everyone cant make it..Hiki had to do errands wid her couz..Nadz's mum jus came back from Aust in d mornin and Jaz.....shes low in cash..(u kuti!!!hahah).Guess I am stucked at home again..hmmm..maybe i wld follow my sista to city hall later to meet her fren..jus chilling out at the starbucks...since EVERYONE is broke...man...how boring life can be!!!aarrgghh.....
Yah..Wati msged in the morning sayin she got the green lite frm her dad to go to KL...Wohoo!!!at last im goin somewhere out of here!!!Seriously i feel like im choking and suffocating here...cant breathe...hope this trip will go smoothly as plan.Badly need a break.....haiz....
Gotta take a short nap now b4 moi get ready to go to City hall.... peace out!
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