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24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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Ok lets see all the guys she dated so far which i HATED...
1>Azrin
ok hes d cutest guy in NP..hes my junior at tt time and my sis went out wid him..well..i dun hate him..infact im happy...and im sad things doesnt turn out well btwn the two of u..and like u said kalau dag jodoh tak ke mana...i agree
2>Zaki
hes d guy wif a beautiful scooter...purple color..i dunno if u like him coz of the scooter or the person himself..hmm..u went out wif him a few times and sew this tortoise thingy for his bday which i tink its very STUPID thing to do coz i knew he wont appreciate it..haiz..ok i admit i dun really like him and dun ask y but i dun hate him....u still went out wif him despite me givin my comments...so wats the diff anyway??tink u kinda move on oredi now since i din hear his name anymore...GOOD!
3>Azwin
A policeman..20yrs...still in ns(kiddo)..new kids on the block..dunno how u get to noe him..but lookin at his pict..aiyaa..he look so so mat..ok he look lil better den the normal mat..but sis...whr u taste gone to???tink tmr gonna be ur 3rd date wid him rite....haiz...i give up la...u r on ur own now..dah besar kan..pikir sendiri!!pls...dun ride on his bike!!!!..my only advice now!
Haiz...i will keep my mouth shut from now on and keep all the comments....like u said,i myself din get a perfect one too so....if u r happy..im happy for u la...u r stil my beloved sis...
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Today is a tuition day..gonna teach Faruq at 4pm til 530pm den later at 8pm will be Radins turn...hmm...in total i have 7 kids..haiz..wat to do..i need the money to pay my loan..bills..transport..food..anyway i do enjoy teachin these kids.They are obedient and i tink they like me...hhahaa..hopefully i can manage my time properly wen the sch starts..
Hmm..Holland V...yuppie..me went to Holland V wif hiki and jaz yest..had so fun..haha..we tok abt cats..dogs..hahah..and took lots n lots of pix together!!its a nice plc to chill and lots of angmohs hang out there..saw this cute angmoh baby..man...feel like squeezing the cheeks..hehe...oh yah..me drove there..im not really a road idiot after all...
We walked ard..jaz was pissed coz she haven got her pay yet and due to tt she cant shop tdy..haha..real kuti!!but i bet she still go ahead wif her shoppin spree...
Aft tt we went down to town...me n hiki..hang out at borders..den dinner at Far East Plaza..theres a new rest beside Puncak..think the sista to Cahaya..coz the food taste the same..hehe..saw Randall Tan..the cute actor..hes surrounded wif 4 gerls...abit turn off to see...eeeuu...
Hmm...hopefully we can hang out together more often aite...lookin 4ward for the dinner date wid nurul and gang this Sat at Al Majlis..at Arab Street...wat shall i wear???hmm...hehhe...ok gtg..lunch time!!
Peace Out
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hmm..wats hot this week?
let me see....me spent money again and again on clothes...no ending..especially now Mango is having sale.I haven really enjoy the sale yet..thanks to the manjerns...yeah the kiasu human beings...me went durin the first day of the sale at Tamp..i had headache aft makin 2 rounds at the outlet..everyone is grabbin everythin..i manage to grab two long sleeves...nvm...Mango i will be there again!!!!Bought a blouse frm Frontier too..and im aimin a jean at Levis..hmm...anyone feels like donatin money?Rai Foundation is still in need of it...hahah...LOL..
Meet up wif Wati and frens...had great fun!!haha...we joke and gossip..haha..remember the tamil show wif the 'mama' and the misai....muahahahaha...u noe i noe ah..cant wait for the 3rd and the raggea nite too....
Kak Nurul....u r strong!!!..muakz...
Had dinner wif Hiki and Nadz at their fav arab stall...now i noe y nada likes to go there coz she gets special treatment...hahaha..remember the humus u bought and u got extras...lucky u!!hehe...
Oh yah...England out of the game..all thanks to STUPID BECKHAM who missed the penalty AGAIN!!Portugal players r all drop dead gorgeous..drooling..!!!Poor France...tink i will go for Portugal...yes!!hahah
Basically tats the sneak preview of wat happened this week...hopefully next week will be better since its gonna b my last week honeymoon-ing at home...haiz...no more waking up late...gonna miss my Bold and Beautiful wen sch starts...
Damn..now im hungry...
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Had breakfast at Mukmin..she told abt her plan to get married..her problems..guess gettin married aint that easy.Me jus listened and give my usual nonsense advices which we ended up laughin..hehehe...Its so lovely..jus like those old days!!
Me first met hani at Blk 72 Ngee Ann Polytechnic in 1999 and we had been best of fren since den..and theres sid too..We like to tok crap..dream..drool over..criticise ppl...hehe..but one thing which i notice is dat we have never quarrel over a guy..wat i mean is her taste of guys and mine is totally different..so whoever she is wif i wont get attracted..NEVER!!Sid has the weirdest taste of guys...
miss those days when me n sid slept over her plc n we went clubbin together 3 nights straight..it was fun..somethin which will never happen again now...we were so carefree back den..
Everyone of us now has our own commitment..sid is engaged..hanizah most probably be gettin married..and me...back to school..but frens forever..Hanizah...Sid...love u both..
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Will be gg to another mosque later at nite for my usual sunday zikir thingy wif my family..feelin very pious tdy..really
Saturday 19/06/04
Fathers Day..yeah..me and my family went to Upp Boon Keng for dinner..had soup kambing..it delicious!!
Noone was in the mood to go home yet so me drove to Esplanade..jus feels like chiilin out there..haha..
My dad asked me to park at this quiet carpark which i have never been b4..and guess wat theres alot of couples makin out..Wohoo...haha..well i was kinda embarassed to actually looked at them coz my parents were walkin behimd me giving so many comments..n these couples were everywhere..my mum gave me warnin..haha..'Rai,if i know u come here wif ur bf..i will married u off!'...muhahhaahaha...me jus smiled..hehe
Watched some ang moh performed at the chill out stage...its so lovely to jus sat down wif my parents and siblings..very very nice..
Went home aft tt...dad tired oredi...anyway dad..i love u..HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!
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My thursday...
tuition in the mornin...
went to johor wif ma family...
My poor baby(my car)havin high fever..sent to wkshp to repair..
Lookin at the comp...
Watch The OC..yeah cute guys..drool...
Gonna watch Troy vcd wif sis later...sad touchin movie..5 star..
Yeah its a lame and boring day...
Ppl been changin their blog templates...n me still stuck wif this one....too lazy to chg...man..wats happenin to me??!!!?...im very sure tis is not pms..hmmm...theres more to wat im feelin now...i cant figure it out..arrgghh..
Ok..me still obsesseed wif Snow Patrol n i dunno wat else to write now...
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Artist: Snow Patrol
Album: Final Straw
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Yeah..me in love wif this song at this very moment..first heard it at Black Eyed Peas concert.The deejay played this song again and again before the concert started...its like love at first sight..instantly i like it so much..u noe me..if i like somethin i will find ways to get it...hahaha...well i did and now listenin to it again and again and again...Chocolate is nice too...my kind of song...drums..guitar..
Hmm...guess im into Euro2004..i was a die hard fan once upon a time durin the Msia Cup..but my spirit died and vanished wen Msia Cup sank deep into the sea..My Abbas Saad..but watchin France vs England..yeah stupid Beckham who missed the penalty..reminds me of those times wen me and my couz watched the World Cup 2002 final at Perth..Happening!!!!hahha...well i tink France gonna win...or Portugal...hmm...hehehe
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No one can say, no one could explain why you were taken
Oooo where are you now (where are you now)
Could I get there somehow
It's time to say goodbye
Block out the sun and pack up the sky
Don't let my tears start to make you cry
Each time I try to say my goodbye
Try to stop asking why
Tell me it's true tell me there's something more
Another time for love
One day I'll know, one day I'll be there
Will you be waiting
Ooo where you are now
Could I get there somehow
Try to stop asking why
It's time to say goodbye
Block out the sun and pack up the sky
Don't let my tears start to make you cry
Each time I try to say my goobye
I try to stop asking why
Why....
I try to stop asking why
The Corrs
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Me and my frens..jaz..nadz and hiki went to Esplanade to watched some Middle Eastern performances which have belly dancers.The performance was at the Outside Theater..the exact same spot where someone dear to me performed b4...haiz..jus bring back sweet memory again..aniwae..the purpose we went there was to see the belly dancers..ehm..i dunno abt the gals but for me i am lookin forward for the dance..
The band playin the middle eastern instruments and songs were superb..only one Tukish guy in the band and the rest were locals..but they were good esp the vocalist..tink his name was Syed,hes good!Now come the belly dancer..hahaha...she a chinese...hahahahahahahahah...no comment no comment..me simply dun understand y dey cant take a proper one, a real belly dancer..maybe this lady volunteer herself to perform 2nite..haha..
Jaz finds the young voilin guy was cute..ok la..hes cute actually..
Ok..the most romantic part through out the performance was wen the Tukish guy..Ameed did somethin really sweet.He said that 2nite was a nite of lurve..den he called out his gf..Lily..a CHINESE gerl..argghhh!!!..he said to her tat shes special to him and she brought joy..guess wat..he asked the golden question..'Will u marry me?'..awwww....*sob* *sob*..its so so so sweet...and of coz she said YES..
Its so perfect..to watch ur loved one perform den at the end of the show..he start his sweetest speech and propose to you...everyone watched and clapped wif joy...how i wish it will happen to me but ppl say miracle do happen...hahahah...lets hope for the miracle den..hahahah...ok rai,get real!
I had so much fun tdy..takin picts wif my frens..den hiki soul bf came..hes nice..nadz cut her hair..it was a lovely nite...hopefully i can figure out how to post pict here, will definitely gonna put the picts we took...hahha..
Hmm...thats my friday..a nice one..very nice one...
Went joggin at the reservoir near my hse wif nadz and hiki..well...i din really enjoy the jog actually due to afew reasons..
1- Im a woman tdy and experiencing cramps which is double the normal pain..maybe bcoz it skip last mth and it accumulates to this mth...so wen i was joggin,the cramps were also dancin inside..man..its so..hhmm..i dunno how to describe!Jus hate wen it comes to the time of the month..how i wish guys too experience the cramps so that they noe how PAINFUL it is to be a woman!!!
2- The last time me jog was like 2 yrs back wif hanizah...yeah..tat was the time where me was very determine to get gold for my IPPT as me wanna be Logistics Officer in SAF once a upon a time..haha...so can imagine my muscles now are like an 80 yrs old lady....man...
3- It was my first jog wearing tudung...wohoo!!!hahaa...but i dun feel that comfortable...feel like abit odd...usually i will jog in short and sleeveless but now all covered...hmmm...
4- The weather was hot...and me in tudung..so i guess i dun have to describe how i felt den ah...
5- I din warm up properly so aft joggin 2km...i felt the pain at my ankle..and plus the cramp.....haiz...
But overall Im happy tat i actually jog tdy..even tho halfway me end up tokin wif hiki while nadz bein the faster runner, won the race!!!hahaha....
Aniwae...aft the jog...went home..change and went to Yassalam at Bedok to have dinner wif the gals again and Eliza too....had yong tau foo..and 2 glasses of bandung..hmm...guess the jog earlier din really help much..hahaha...
Might be meetin them again tmr...hmmm...hopefully...
Tink me wanna take panadol and sleep...cannot stand the cramp man..its really painful...imagine wen giving birth,they said the pain is 10times..SCARY!!!!!!....
Nite nite...
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I dun mind abt not gettin the job actually..looks like gonna spend more time wif mum at home!!Aft the interview..went to PS to meet Jaz..haiz..PS changed alot sey..no more mcdonalds there..it jus brin back some sweet memory..issit a sign?!?!?I dunno la..
Shop ard den took the train to Somerset..since it rain quite heavily,MS JAZ suggested we took the train back to Orchard!!!!Yeah..we did took the train...my kuti partner..
Met Nadz and Hiki...and had lunch at Seoul Garden wif Shar too...its was fun..our first lunch together durin this hols..its like a lil celebration since all of us passed our examz...hehhe....
Den we walked ard...Nadz bein the rich gal in the grp went to Lv to check out this new bag which only have 6 designs.. n me bein the poorest amg all took the opportunity to walk ard the shops..lookin at the bags....since its not always me went to this posh plcs..hehhe
Head to Far East Plaza..oh yah me bought 2 durian cakes at Marriott Hotel..so cheap..only $4.20..Went to Hereen...den home sweet home..its fun to meet the galz..
Oh...me bought 2 cds tdy..hahah...The Corrs and Keane...WOHOOO!!!!!!!Listening to the corrs now...had been their fan since their first album...like them..actually wen me listenin to the songs..it reminds me of hanizah...she love The Corrs too..haiz..i miss her...Keane is superb..its like combining coldplay and travis..and u get Keane...go and check it out!!hmm...wat a lovely nite..listenin to good songs...my $$ is gettin lesser now...!!
Not forgettin..the durian thingy which i bought,its delicious...ok la..me wanna sleep now..havin bad headache..and wanna have a good rest since tmr nadz and hiki wanna jog near my house...hahah...me joggin?!..hahah...will see if it really happen...
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Guess my trip to KL was worth...Its 4am and I cant get myself to sleep now...haiz gonna write wat i did der....
3D2N Kuala Lumpur
4th June 2004,Friday
1030 - meet wati,nurul and d mum at the void deck.Nuruls dad sent us to Lavender.
1100 - depart frm Lavender bus station,taking Transnational Executive coach
1300 - The 'handsome' steward served us food;mee goreng wif chicken and mineral water.
1600 - Arrival at Kl.Heavy traffic everywhere!
1715 - Alight at the Malaysian Tourism Board.Went to the Lrt station but unfortunately
the train was out of service.Couldnt get a cab.
1800 - We walked to Jln Bukit Bintang which was liked 30mins frm the station to our
hotel.Checked in to Agora Suite.
2000 - bathed,prayed and changed.had dinner at Lot 10 food court and headed to
Petaling street.
2200 - Left the place.Was super crowded!!took a cab back to the hotel
2300 - Light off.Man..had difficulty sleeping as its not my usual sleeping time..and
the pub along the hotel was so noisy.Miss my mum!!!
5th June 2004,Saturday
0630 - woke up..bathed and get dressed for breakfast
0830 - left the hotel and had breakfast at the nearby mama shop.had masala dhosai and
tea.
0915 - took a cab to Masjid India..the shopping paradise!Yeah!First stop was to the
songket shop coz nurul wanna buy songket for her fiance as the hantaran gift..
aww..so sweet..den we proceeded to the tudung shops.Me bought 8 brooches for
myself...5 tudungs..1 shawl..shop like mad!!Went to Euro Moda where nurul bought
very nice lace for her wedding..
1300 - took the lrt to KLCC.Well the train aint tat bad but jus tat its crowded!Had
bryani dam at the food court.After lunch,we walked ard the shops..went to
Ferragamo, Topshop, Bodyshop, Mng, Zara, Elle....and yah..i was declared as
Nuruls bridesmaid..YES!!..actually i voluntered myself and she agreed to it..
hahaha...well..nurul u got urself a gorgeous bridesmaid..hahahha!!!!lol..I
bouhght a sandal at a good price..earring for my sista and a clip at Evita.
1730 - Everyone were so tired and we went back to our hotel.
1830 - Rest and changed to new clothes for dinner.Nuruls mum was tired so its the gals
nite out!!!Yeah its saturday nite and its happening at Bintang Walk.We went to
FOS first to get some pants for nuruls bro..
2100- Had dinner at Planet Hollywood...
Wohooo!!!Well...the plc is cool..but the songs they played were suxs!!
I was irritated by 3 waiter.First this guy by the name Tepet or sum awful
name..he cracked sum lame joke and made me repeated my ordered 3 bloody times!!
Me had Black Pepper 12oz steak,Medium rare wif sherry temple.Wati said that
Im a bitch wen i said my orders..hahhaa...mayb tats y he made repeat my order!
Second was this other waiter..long hair,he dun understand wen i spoke to him
in english and asked qns in malay...asshole!!!!
Third..a white t shirt waiter.Asked him for plain water.He told some grandma
story as to y they cant served plain water tdy.So i told him its ok,i dun wan
but den the second guy came wif our food so he cant finished his last sentence.
So i tot its over la..but he came back and continue his story.I jus smiled..
Irritating sia...and Wati said he wanna flirt...hahhah...my toes r laughing!
2300 - The live band EGR performed..ok la..but i tink hrc had better band performing.
haiz...so sad..aniwaes..the party animals started to crowd the place..the
pakcik2 with beers..mina2 dancing..YUCKS!!Asked for the billed and left the
place at 2330hrs..
0000 - Watched Queer eye for a straigth guy at NTV 7.Had 'quality' tok wif nurul
0230 - Bedtime....
6th June 2004,Sunday
1000 - woke up late...
1130 - Had lunch at Lot 10 again.Walked ard the shopping centre
1400 - Went to FOS again to get myself a track pant..heheh..
1430 - Had coffee at Coffee Bean..and apple cinnamon muffin
1500 - Went back to the hotel.Packed our stuff
1630 - Checked out!!!Went to KFC and bought 9inch hotdogs..hehheheh
1700 - took cab to Puduraya..bought Dunkin Donut..yummy!!!
1730 - Depart on the normal coach...Goodbye KL...
0100 - Arrived home..yeah..jam at the causeway..stupid immigration!
Overall: I liked the trip to Kl..had so much fun wif the gerls..this is jus the brief details of wat i did there for the passed 3 days..It was worth it and i shopped alot!!!
Oh yah akak nurul..i haf announced to the world tat im ur bridesmaid..haha..so better not change ur mind ah..u will regret it..hehe..and make sure the best man is good looking ah!!!and i liked the tok we had on the second nite..so fruitful!serious...now i npe wat i wanna do..Aniwae...Im glad to noe wati and nurul...so my next adventure??hmm....
OK...guess time for me to force myself to sleep...haiz..how i wish i...muaks!!!
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Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving?
Do you believe me when I tell you that I will give up the whole world for u if thats what it takes to b wif u?
Are you my soulmate?Will u b one?'Cause if so,you r a blessing
If you are down would you give me the opportunity to say things to make you smile?
I treat you how you want to be treated,Will you teach me how?
If you are with some other girl and I happened to see...
And when I asked you about it..will you tell me why it isnt me?
Will my heart ever gonna take it?Do I have to pack and leave?
How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
And always remember my love..we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it takes..
I will love you more each and everyday...
I may not know you now and maybe never again but I know for sure the feelings that I have rite now has never change from the first day I know you till today...
Im sure many will start asking me this and that..who this question for..is the person so and so...well peeps..like i have said b4 i wont give any comment...i wont ask for opinions...say wat u wanna say..
6/30/2004
My sis woke me up from my sleep..aarrggh!!!!i had an early nite tdy coz feelin so tired and now i cant get back to sleep..stupid sis...woke me up jus to ask wat to wear to sch later..BIATCH!!!she gonna meet this mat aft sch so she wanna look good..fuck la not my prob...wen i gave my opinion,she said tt im JEALOUS tt shes dating..OH MY GOD!!!me jealous?!?oh please..its not as if i have never been on dates before..or i have never had a bf before tt i wanna be jealous...guess its normal tt a sista give some advices to the younger one abt this bgr thingy...and she oso said tt i seems to hate all the guys shes dated...Nonsense sia...Ok lets see all the guys she dated so far which i HATED...
1>Azrin
ok hes d cutest guy in NP..hes my junior at tt time and my sis went out wid him..well..i dun hate him..infact im happy...and im sad things doesnt turn out well btwn the two of u..and like u said kalau dag jodoh tak ke mana...i agree
2>Zaki
hes d guy wif a beautiful scooter...purple color..i dunno if u like him coz of the scooter or the person himself..hmm..u went out wif him a few times and sew this tortoise thingy for his bday which i tink its very STUPID thing to do coz i knew he wont appreciate it..haiz..ok i admit i dun really like him and dun ask y but i dun hate him....u still went out wif him despite me givin my comments...so wats the diff anyway??tink u kinda move on oredi now since i din hear his name anymore...GOOD!
3>Azwin
A policeman..20yrs...still in ns(kiddo)..new kids on the block..dunno how u get to noe him..but lookin at his pict..aiyaa..he look so so mat..ok he look lil better den the normal mat..but sis...whr u taste gone to???tink tmr gonna be ur 3rd date wid him rite....haiz...i give up la...u r on ur own now..dah besar kan..pikir sendiri!!pls...dun ride on his bike!!!!..my only advice now!
Haiz...i will keep my mouth shut from now on and keep all the comments....like u said,i myself din get a perfect one too so....if u r happy..im happy for u la...u r stil my beloved sis...
a penny for my thoughts?
6/29/2004
Its tuesday again and 2 days to sch reopen..yeah i haf my HR first lesson on thursday nite..damn...y cant they make it next week!!Semester 4 now...wohooo!!!heheToday is a tuition day..gonna teach Faruq at 4pm til 530pm den later at 8pm will be Radins turn...hmm...in total i have 7 kids..haiz..wat to do..i need the money to pay my loan..bills..transport..food..anyway i do enjoy teachin these kids.They are obedient and i tink they like me...hhahaa..hopefully i can manage my time properly wen the sch starts..
Hmm..Holland V...yuppie..me went to Holland V wif hiki and jaz yest..had so fun..haha..we tok abt cats..dogs..hahah..and took lots n lots of pix together!!its a nice plc to chill and lots of angmohs hang out there..saw this cute angmoh baby..man...feel like squeezing the cheeks..hehe...oh yah..me drove there..im not really a road idiot after all...
We walked ard..jaz was pissed coz she haven got her pay yet and due to tt she cant shop tdy..haha..real kuti!!but i bet she still go ahead wif her shoppin spree...
Aft tt we went down to town...me n hiki..hang out at borders..den dinner at Far East Plaza..theres a new rest beside Puncak..think the sista to Cahaya..coz the food taste the same..hehe..saw Randall Tan..the cute actor..hes surrounded wif 4 gerls...abit turn off to see...eeeuu...
Hmm...hopefully we can hang out together more often aite...lookin 4ward for the dinner date wid nurul and gang this Sat at Al Majlis..at Arab Street...wat shall i wear???hmm...hehhe...ok gtg..lunch time!!
Peace Out
a penny for my thoughts?
6/27/2004
yeah..its 2am and im so so sleepy...man..wat am i doin here still chattin and now doin my blog...i miss my pillow...hahah...maybe will stay up to watch socceerhmm..wats hot this week?
let me see....me spent money again and again on clothes...no ending..especially now Mango is having sale.I haven really enjoy the sale yet..thanks to the manjerns...yeah the kiasu human beings...me went durin the first day of the sale at Tamp..i had headache aft makin 2 rounds at the outlet..everyone is grabbin everythin..i manage to grab two long sleeves...nvm...Mango i will be there again!!!!Bought a blouse frm Frontier too..and im aimin a jean at Levis..hmm...anyone feels like donatin money?Rai Foundation is still in need of it...hahah...LOL..
Meet up wif Wati and frens...had great fun!!haha...we joke and gossip..haha..remember the tamil show wif the 'mama' and the misai....muahahahaha...u noe i noe ah..cant wait for the 3rd and the raggea nite too....
Kak Nurul....u r strong!!!..muakz...
Had dinner wif Hiki and Nadz at their fav arab stall...now i noe y nada likes to go there coz she gets special treatment...hahaha..remember the humus u bought and u got extras...lucky u!!hehe...
Oh yah...England out of the game..all thanks to STUPID BECKHAM who missed the penalty AGAIN!!Portugal players r all drop dead gorgeous..drooling..!!!Poor France...tink i will go for Portugal...yes!!hahah
Basically tats the sneak preview of wat happened this week...hopefully next week will be better since its gonna b my last week honeymoon-ing at home...haiz...no more waking up late...gonna miss my Bold and Beautiful wen sch starts...
Damn..now im hungry...
a penny for my thoughts?
6/22/2004
Hanizah..u r my sista..my fren..my teacher..my secret diary..meetin u earlier was a pleasant one.Somethin which i miss so so much..been 6 mths since we last sat and tok together.Maybe it was my mistake months back..dunno..maybe theres a reason as to why tis is happenin to our friendship.Had breakfast at Mukmin..she told abt her plan to get married..her problems..guess gettin married aint that easy.Me jus listened and give my usual nonsense advices which we ended up laughin..hehehe...Its so lovely..jus like those old days!!
Me first met hani at Blk 72 Ngee Ann Polytechnic in 1999 and we had been best of fren since den..and theres sid too..We like to tok crap..dream..drool over..criticise ppl...hehe..but one thing which i notice is dat we have never quarrel over a guy..wat i mean is her taste of guys and mine is totally different..so whoever she is wif i wont get attracted..NEVER!!Sid has the weirdest taste of guys...
miss those days when me n sid slept over her plc n we went clubbin together 3 nights straight..it was fun..somethin which will never happen again now...we were so carefree back den..
Everyone of us now has our own commitment..sid is engaged..hanizah most probably be gettin married..and me...back to school..but frens forever..Hanizah...Sid...love u both..
a penny for my thoughts?
6/20/2004
Woke up early and went to Jamiyah Mosque for my usual sunday classes..actually its suppose to be at Mydin Mosque but den change location tis week..miss my ustad alot coz me din went for the past 2 weeks..feels good to be there..listened to him and the selawat we recited..so so refereshing..Will be gg to another mosque later at nite for my usual sunday zikir thingy wif my family..feelin very pious tdy..really
Saturday 19/06/04
Fathers Day..yeah..me and my family went to Upp Boon Keng for dinner..had soup kambing..it delicious!!
Noone was in the mood to go home yet so me drove to Esplanade..jus feels like chiilin out there..haha..
My dad asked me to park at this quiet carpark which i have never been b4..and guess wat theres alot of couples makin out..Wohoo...haha..well i was kinda embarassed to actually looked at them coz my parents were walkin behimd me giving so many comments..n these couples were everywhere..my mum gave me warnin..haha..'Rai,if i know u come here wif ur bf..i will married u off!'...muhahhaahaha...me jus smiled..hehe
Watched some ang moh performed at the chill out stage...its so lovely to jus sat down wif my parents and siblings..very very nice..
Went home aft tt...dad tired oredi...anyway dad..i love u..HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!
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6/18/2004
Its thursday again and two weeks to sch reopen..hmm...*sigh*...i dun hate sch infact i enjoy gg back der again and meet my frens...start on new modules..but seriously i feel tat it jus wont be the same..i dun how to express wat im feelin inside...arrggghh...My thursday...
tuition in the mornin...
went to johor wif ma family...
My poor baby(my car)havin high fever..sent to wkshp to repair..
Lookin at the comp...
Watch The OC..yeah cute guys..drool...
Gonna watch Troy vcd wif sis later...sad touchin movie..5 star..
Yeah its a lame and boring day...
Ppl been changin their blog templates...n me still stuck wif this one....too lazy to chg...man..wats happenin to me??!!!?...im very sure tis is not pms..hmmm...theres more to wat im feelin now...i cant figure it out..arrgghh..
Ok..me still obsesseed wif Snow Patrol n i dunno wat else to write now...
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6/15/2004
Listening to: RunArtist: Snow Patrol
Album: Final Straw
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Yeah..me in love wif this song at this very moment..first heard it at Black Eyed Peas concert.The deejay played this song again and again before the concert started...its like love at first sight..instantly i like it so much..u noe me..if i like somethin i will find ways to get it...hahaha...well i did and now listenin to it again and again and again...Chocolate is nice too...my kind of song...drums..guitar..
Hmm...guess im into Euro2004..i was a die hard fan once upon a time durin the Msia Cup..but my spirit died and vanished wen Msia Cup sank deep into the sea..My Abbas Saad..but watchin France vs England..yeah stupid Beckham who missed the penalty..reminds me of those times wen me and my couz watched the World Cup 2002 final at Perth..Happening!!!!hahha...well i tink France gonna win...or Portugal...hmm...hehehe
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6/12/2004
I never thought one day you'd be gone away forever moreNo one can say, no one could explain why you were taken
Oooo where are you now (where are you now)
Could I get there somehow
It's time to say goodbye
Block out the sun and pack up the sky
Don't let my tears start to make you cry
Each time I try to say my goodbye
Try to stop asking why
Tell me it's true tell me there's something more
Another time for love
One day I'll know, one day I'll be there
Will you be waiting
Ooo where you are now
Could I get there somehow
Try to stop asking why
It's time to say goodbye
Block out the sun and pack up the sky
Don't let my tears start to make you cry
Each time I try to say my goobye
I try to stop asking why
Why....
I try to stop asking why
The Corrs
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6/11/2004
It was such a lovely and romantic nite tdy...a nite full of lurve and kisses...awww....no no..not me in love..well,im always in love..jus that somethin sweet happened earlier..Me and my frens..jaz..nadz and hiki went to Esplanade to watched some Middle Eastern performances which have belly dancers.The performance was at the Outside Theater..the exact same spot where someone dear to me performed b4...haiz..jus bring back sweet memory again..aniwae..the purpose we went there was to see the belly dancers..ehm..i dunno abt the gals but for me i am lookin forward for the dance..
The band playin the middle eastern instruments and songs were superb..only one Tukish guy in the band and the rest were locals..but they were good esp the vocalist..tink his name was Syed,hes good!Now come the belly dancer..hahaha...she a chinese...hahahahahahahahah...no comment no comment..me simply dun understand y dey cant take a proper one, a real belly dancer..maybe this lady volunteer herself to perform 2nite..haha..
Jaz finds the young voilin guy was cute..ok la..hes cute actually..
Ok..the most romantic part through out the performance was wen the Tukish guy..Ameed did somethin really sweet.He said that 2nite was a nite of lurve..den he called out his gf..Lily..a CHINESE gerl..argghhh!!!..he said to her tat shes special to him and she brought joy..guess wat..he asked the golden question..'Will u marry me?'..awwww....*sob* *sob*..its so so so sweet...and of coz she said YES..
Its so perfect..to watch ur loved one perform den at the end of the show..he start his sweetest speech and propose to you...everyone watched and clapped wif joy...how i wish it will happen to me but ppl say miracle do happen...hahahah...lets hope for the miracle den..hahahah...ok rai,get real!
I had so much fun tdy..takin picts wif my frens..den hiki soul bf came..hes nice..nadz cut her hair..it was a lovely nite...hopefully i can figure out how to post pict here, will definitely gonna put the picts we took...hahha..
Hmm...thats my friday..a nice one..very nice one...
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| Yuppie...my mission to keep fit durin this holiday is comin true...YES!thanks to my lovely fren..Jaz..who always tok abt her gg to gym wif Shar all,motivate me more to exercise and lead healthy lifestlye...tink me slack too much!!hahha..and i cant say im fat coz ppl ard will slap me...Went joggin at the reservoir near my hse wif nadz and hiki..well...i din really enjoy the jog actually due to afew reasons..
1- Im a woman tdy and experiencing cramps which is double the normal pain..maybe bcoz it skip last mth and it accumulates to this mth...so wen i was joggin,the cramps were also dancin inside..man..its so..hhmm..i dunno how to describe!Jus hate wen it comes to the time of the month..how i wish guys too experience the cramps so that they noe how PAINFUL it is to be a woman!!!
2- The last time me jog was like 2 yrs back wif hanizah...yeah..tat was the time where me was very determine to get gold for my IPPT as me wanna be Logistics Officer in SAF once a upon a time..haha...so can imagine my muscles now are like an 80 yrs old lady....man...
3- It was my first jog wearing tudung...wohoo!!!hahaa...but i dun feel that comfortable...feel like abit odd...usually i will jog in short and sleeveless but now all covered...hmmm...
4- The weather was hot...and me in tudung..so i guess i dun have to describe how i felt den ah...
5- I din warm up properly so aft joggin 2km...i felt the pain at my ankle..and plus the cramp.....haiz...
But overall Im happy tat i actually jog tdy..even tho halfway me end up tokin wif hiki while nadz bein the faster runner, won the race!!!hahaha....
Aniwae...aft the jog...went home..change and went to Yassalam at Bedok to have dinner wif the gals again and Eliza too....had yong tau foo..and 2 glasses of bandung..hmm...guess the jog earlier din really help much..hahaha...
Might be meetin them again tmr...hmmm...hopefully...
Tink me wanna take panadol and sleep...cannot stand the cramp man..its really painful...imagine wen giving birth,they said the pain is 10times..SCARY!!!!!!....
Nite nite...
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6/09/2004
Hehehe...well..its wednesday oredi..time flies super duper fast..and the next thing is the school reopens..aarrggh...moi haven enjoy enuf!!Aniwae me had a good day tdy.Went for an interview @ 11am wif sis at International Plaza for position as exhibition assistant at Spore Expo.Jaz baby recommended the job and she too went for the interview.Its a four day thingy startin on the 15th...wow..at last im gettin some money..buuutttt...the sad thing is that wen attendin the so called interview,the lady mentioned that the attire for the whole 4 days event will b black shirt wif black knee lenght skirt...hahah..thats it..im out of the game...yeah..looks like only my sis is gg for it...not me...me in short skirt?!?!?haha....I dun mind abt not gettin the job actually..looks like gonna spend more time wif mum at home!!Aft the interview..went to PS to meet Jaz..haiz..PS changed alot sey..no more mcdonalds there..it jus brin back some sweet memory..issit a sign?!?!?I dunno la..
Shop ard den took the train to Somerset..since it rain quite heavily,MS JAZ suggested we took the train back to Orchard!!!!Yeah..we did took the train...my kuti partner..
Met Nadz and Hiki...and had lunch at Seoul Garden wif Shar too...its was fun..our first lunch together durin this hols..its like a lil celebration since all of us passed our examz...hehhe....
Den we walked ard...Nadz bein the rich gal in the grp went to Lv to check out this new bag which only have 6 designs.. n me bein the poorest amg all took the opportunity to walk ard the shops..lookin at the bags....since its not always me went to this posh plcs..hehhe
Head to Far East Plaza..oh yah me bought 2 durian cakes at Marriott Hotel..so cheap..only $4.20..Went to Hereen...den home sweet home..its fun to meet the galz..
Oh...me bought 2 cds tdy..hahah...The Corrs and Keane...WOHOOO!!!!!!!Listening to the corrs now...had been their fan since their first album...like them..actually wen me listenin to the songs..it reminds me of hanizah...she love The Corrs too..haiz..i miss her...Keane is superb..its like combining coldplay and travis..and u get Keane...go and check it out!!hmm...wat a lovely nite..listenin to good songs...my $$ is gettin lesser now...!!
Not forgettin..the durian thingy which i bought,its delicious...ok la..me wanna sleep now..havin bad headache..and wanna have a good rest since tmr nadz and hiki wanna jog near my house...hahah...me joggin?!..hahah...will see if it really happen...
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6/08/2004
Wohooo!!!!Me passed my examz...wow..im so so happy!!Well all my hard work and prayers were paid off!Love u Allah swt..Alhamdulilah.Now i can proceed to Sem 4.Guess my trip to KL was worth...Its 4am and I cant get myself to sleep now...haiz gonna write wat i did der....
3D2N Kuala Lumpur
4th June 2004,Friday
1030 - meet wati,nurul and d mum at the void deck.Nuruls dad sent us to Lavender.
1100 - depart frm Lavender bus station,taking Transnational Executive coach
1300 - The 'handsome' steward served us food;mee goreng wif chicken and mineral water.
1600 - Arrival at Kl.Heavy traffic everywhere!
1715 - Alight at the Malaysian Tourism Board.Went to the Lrt station but unfortunately
the train was out of service.Couldnt get a cab.
1800 - We walked to Jln Bukit Bintang which was liked 30mins frm the station to our
hotel.Checked in to Agora Suite.
2000 - bathed,prayed and changed.had dinner at Lot 10 food court and headed to
Petaling street.
2200 - Left the place.Was super crowded!!took a cab back to the hotel
2300 - Light off.Man..had difficulty sleeping as its not my usual sleeping time..and
the pub along the hotel was so noisy.Miss my mum!!!
5th June 2004,Saturday
0630 - woke up..bathed and get dressed for breakfast
0830 - left the hotel and had breakfast at the nearby mama shop.had masala dhosai and
tea.
0915 - took a cab to Masjid India..the shopping paradise!Yeah!First stop was to the
songket shop coz nurul wanna buy songket for her fiance as the hantaran gift..
aww..so sweet..den we proceeded to the tudung shops.Me bought 8 brooches for
myself...5 tudungs..1 shawl..shop like mad!!Went to Euro Moda where nurul bought
very nice lace for her wedding..
1300 - took the lrt to KLCC.Well the train aint tat bad but jus tat its crowded!Had
bryani dam at the food court.After lunch,we walked ard the shops..went to
Ferragamo, Topshop, Bodyshop, Mng, Zara, Elle....and yah..i was declared as
Nuruls bridesmaid..YES!!..actually i voluntered myself and she agreed to it..
hahaha...well..nurul u got urself a gorgeous bridesmaid..hahahha!!!!lol..I
bouhght a sandal at a good price..earring for my sista and a clip at Evita.
1730 - Everyone were so tired and we went back to our hotel.
1830 - Rest and changed to new clothes for dinner.Nuruls mum was tired so its the gals
nite out!!!Yeah its saturday nite and its happening at Bintang Walk.We went to
FOS first to get some pants for nuruls bro..
2100- Had dinner at Planet Hollywood...
Wohooo!!!Well...the plc is cool..but the songs they played were suxs!!
I was irritated by 3 waiter.First this guy by the name Tepet or sum awful
name..he cracked sum lame joke and made me repeated my ordered 3 bloody times!!
Me had Black Pepper 12oz steak,Medium rare wif sherry temple.Wati said that
Im a bitch wen i said my orders..hahhaa...mayb tats y he made repeat my order!
Second was this other waiter..long hair,he dun understand wen i spoke to him
in english and asked qns in malay...asshole!!!!
Third..a white t shirt waiter.Asked him for plain water.He told some grandma
story as to y they cant served plain water tdy.So i told him its ok,i dun wan
but den the second guy came wif our food so he cant finished his last sentence.
So i tot its over la..but he came back and continue his story.I jus smiled..
Irritating sia...and Wati said he wanna flirt...hahhah...my toes r laughing!
2300 - The live band EGR performed..ok la..but i tink hrc had better band performing.
haiz...so sad..aniwaes..the party animals started to crowd the place..the
pakcik2 with beers..mina2 dancing..YUCKS!!Asked for the billed and left the
place at 2330hrs..
0000 - Watched Queer eye for a straigth guy at NTV 7.Had 'quality' tok wif nurul
0230 - Bedtime....
6th June 2004,Sunday
1000 - woke up late...
1130 - Had lunch at Lot 10 again.Walked ard the shopping centre
1400 - Went to FOS again to get myself a track pant..heheh..
1430 - Had coffee at Coffee Bean..and apple cinnamon muffin
1500 - Went back to the hotel.Packed our stuff
1630 - Checked out!!!Went to KFC and bought 9inch hotdogs..hehheheh
1700 - took cab to Puduraya..bought Dunkin Donut..yummy!!!
1730 - Depart on the normal coach...Goodbye KL...
0100 - Arrived home..yeah..jam at the causeway..stupid immigration!
Overall: I liked the trip to Kl..had so much fun wif the gerls..this is jus the brief details of wat i did there for the passed 3 days..It was worth it and i shopped alot!!!
Oh yah akak nurul..i haf announced to the world tat im ur bridesmaid..haha..so better not change ur mind ah..u will regret it..hehe..and make sure the best man is good looking ah!!!and i liked the tok we had on the second nite..so fruitful!serious...now i npe wat i wanna do..Aniwae...Im glad to noe wati and nurul...so my next adventure??hmm....
OK...guess time for me to force myself to sleep...haiz..how i wish i...muaks!!!
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6/02/2004
Been thinking alot these days abt life..love..friends..and much more..I dunno how Im gonna express it but I have got some questions that I got to ask and I hope you can come up with the answers..but will I get the answer anyway??will I...maybe not....Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving?
Do you believe me when I tell you that I will give up the whole world for u if thats what it takes to b wif u?
Are you my soulmate?Will u b one?'Cause if so,you r a blessing
If you are down would you give me the opportunity to say things to make you smile?
I treat you how you want to be treated,Will you teach me how?
If you are with some other girl and I happened to see...
And when I asked you about it..will you tell me why it isnt me?
Will my heart ever gonna take it?Do I have to pack and leave?
How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
And always remember my love..we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it takes..
I will love you more each and everyday...
I may not know you now and maybe never again but I know for sure the feelings that I have rite now has never change from the first day I know you till today...
Im sure many will start asking me this and that..who this question for..is the person so and so...well peeps..like i have said b4 i wont give any comment...i wont ask for opinions...say wat u wanna say..
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