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24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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11.43pm, 24th December 1981...I was born to this beautiful world and how grateful I am now tat 23yrs later Im celebrating these day again wif my loved ones....Tho there aint any special celebration on that day but Im so grateful tat im blessed wif a wonderful family and lovely friends.Surprisingly I received alot of wishes from my frens...those I have lost contact wif for so long too..Ppl like:
ZUL: The last time i saw him was durin my poly days...and since then i noe nuthin abt his whereabout.Hes my polymate....but he msged to wish me...aww...i was so touched!!!
JYAN: She is one of my good fren durin my poly too but now we seldom meet and guess wat...she was the first one to sms me....thanks J...
SUE: My pretty cousin...she called me from perth to wish me Happy Birthday...I have not heard from her voice for abt 6mths...and i was so surprised to receive her call.We tok for abt half an hour...I miss her alot...hope to see her in May.
And of coz to all my closest frens who msged me....Thanks guys,seriously im so lucky to have ya as my fren....Thank you!!
Aniwae on my bday itself i received a shockin news or rather 2 shockin news....both my bestfrens gonna be a mum soon...one is due in July and the other in Aug...Im so happy for them and so now Im gonna be a godmum soon too...heheh...
On the 24th....
I spent my bday at home...may sound sad ah but Im more den happy to be at home wif my beloved parents and siblings.My mum cancelled our initial plan to go for friday prayers..instead she arranged to have lunch wif me...only me and my mum.She told me "Rai, mummy nak celebrate dengan Rai la"....man i was near tears wen she said tat. I was speechless..din noe my mum so sweet....we went to her fav plc...Tekka Market...and she bought for me a slice of bday cake from a nearby cake shop...hehe...shes sweet rite...I LOVE U SO MUCH MUMMY!!!
Den later in the afternoon we received a call tat my uncle's nephew passed away...so me went to attend the funeral wif my mum....first time me went to a funeral on my bday....Im so grateful to GOD to be alive now....
At nite...had dinner wif the whole family at home...den me watched movie marathon...hehe...me watched Ten Comandments....den Raja Hindustani....den Home Alone:Lost in New York...lastly Mr Deed....well...all 4 shows I have watched it more den twice but its fun to watch again wif my bro....Im very happy overall!!!
Presents: So far.... 100bucks frm my parents....10bucks frm my grandma...a nice bag from my cousin Farah....hmmm.....will i be gettin more???hahha....*thick skinned*...oh yah..a watch from my lil cousin....
On the 25th.....
As planned.....we went to JB for seafood wif my family to celebrate....before tat me cut my bday cake...Actually it was my dad who insisted my sis to get me a cake....ABAH,U R THE ONLY MAN I LOVE SO MUCH!!...thanks....so below are the pictures....
The birthday cake
Me wif my beloved parents...siblings
Make a wish
Hahah...candid!!!
The delicious food
Heheh....Sorie Abah...
Errr....
My plate...i finished the food...YAY!
Beautiful mum and daughter
This goes out to my sis...Hilwa
Hil...I know u r angry wif me rite now but listen here..I may not say this to you but I love u sis...u may blame me for interferin yr life but i want the best for u....I hope one day u will understand...aniwae Im sorry...
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22 goin on 23 in 2 days time....how fast time flies and now im celebratin it again but tis time round a digit is added to it....23yrs old may sound young to all but somehow u do feel old inside...
So i got my first present from my lil cousin...she got me a watch...aww...so so sweet...im so touched!!!On saturday will celebrate wif my family...seafood at Johor...and 31st wif my beloved frens....might celebrate wid my uni frens and my tuition kids.....so will update the details again...hehe...*clap* *clap*
Aniwae....haida's weddin was superb and nice....so now we are waitin for lil haida and radin!!!ehehehe....
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MR AND MRS RADIN..... 17th Dec 04
The beautiful pelamin...
My beautiful henna hands....
In the bride's bedroom..the gifts for the groom
Gorgeous Haida
Issit she so beautiful??aww...
The groom arrived @ 8pm
Radin smilin so wide...
The solemnization ceremony begins...
Checkin the details...
Officially married
The bride's gift from the groom side
Acceptin the marriage cert
The 'batal air sembahayang'
Emas Kahwin...
Mr and Mrs Radin
Newly wed...
Phototaking session wif frens...
Sweet ladies
Reception at the void deck
Ehem...me and my weddin ring...haha...yeah rite
Beautiful Pelamin at the void deck...
At last...2 beautiful ladies...haida and me
To haida and radin...CONGRATS!!
More pictures on the sunday event comin soon.....
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Morning: Sleeping...heheh
Afternoon: Drove mum n bro to buy his school uniform at Katong...
Evening: The party begins...haha...yah i wish!hehe..its a HENNA party more like it...my dear fren Haida had her hands and feet decorated wif beautiful 'bridal' designs...really nice....and of coz..me oso did on my hands(the henna is still intact while me typin this)..hehe...
And me got haida a lil gift...hehe...a pack of 3 flavoured condom..hahaha...theres orange, banana and strawberry flavour for haida to choose...which ever she prefers to use first..haha...its for fun actually...so haida remember to pass it to Radin...u noe prevention is better den cure *wink*..family plannin...hahhaha
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When it comes to durian....i can sit and eat non stop,no joke!!So tat was wat happened earlier in the day (thanks to Jaz who made me jealous every night!!)....
I had durians for breakfast....
I had durians for lunch..... and
I had durians for dinner....
Yummy!!!!I can eat nothin but durians the whole day...and now i smelt of durians too...so nice!!I cant imagine anyone not liking durians...seriously that person is really a fool for not eatin god's heavenly creation....I love durians!!!
Well, i did ate somethin else after tat..me went to east coast for dinner wif my older sis (the tuition kid mum)..had satay..stingray...wow...im real full now...
We tok and tok...left the plce at about 11.30pm and headed down to Simpang Bedok..haha...sat there till 1am..cool rite...we tok cok sing song...but theres some serious conversation oso...
So now im freakin sleepy and still decidin whether to sleep or not coz i still can feel half the rice which i can ate earlier had not been digested yet...heheh
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When most of ur frens of ur age are getting hitched...and u are still unattached, wat is the next step u will do? Freak out??Or start looking for a nice guy on the plain street of Singapore?Is there a nice guy actually out there?Like a saying goes...the good ones are taken and the handsome ones are gay....hahah...so im left wif zero...nothin???ok now im soundin like a LOSER who keep on whining abt how pathetic life is bein a single,no guys...heheh...No no...im not a loser k!!!!
SO the 3 weddings....
12th Dec...my childhood fren got married..shes 24...well, i din went tho she invited me....we had some misunderstandin previously and i dun wish to see her family members actually.We used to play this game where im her daughter and shes my stepmum(like cindrella),tink we were like 8yrs den..haha...sweet memories ah...Aniwae im happy for her....Congrats CikAkak!!
19th Dec...my goodfren, Haida gonna be a bride to the charming Mr Radin...hehe...shes 23...i bet now shes busy wif the preparations and all nervous for the big day.....me will be gg for the berinai on thurs...nikah on fri and sandin on the sun...cant wait to see the pretty Haida bein the princess for the day!!!
26th Dec...my sec fren, Khatijah, shes 24. I have not seen her for 2 yrs and i received sms from her earlier,askng for my address coz she wanna mail me her weddin invitation card...man i was kinda surprised but i knew she was engaged to her neighbour tho...haha..shes pretty and sweet....and i miss her as well as my other sec frens dearly....so i am so lookin forward to attend her wedding next sunday!!
And the engagement....
8th Jan....yeah, my dear fren Lizah,shes 23..is gettin engaged to her sayang...it was unbelievable actually wen she told me at first,tot she was pullin my leg but den it looks like it is really happening...so Lizah...Congrats!!!
So there are the dates of my sweet frens who are gettin hitched and living happily wif their prince charming....guess my prince charning is still on his way riding on his white horse to come and capture me....*wink*
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I've learned tat you cannot make someone love you.......
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in....(heheh...how i wish!!)
I've learned tat no matter how much I care....
Some people are just assholes......(so true!!!!)
I've learned tat it takes years to build up trust...
And it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it...(tis is wat i called life...)
I've learned tat you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes...
After tat u better have a big willy or a bigger boobs...(hahahaha....)
I've learned tat you shldn't compared urself to others...
They are more screwed up than u tink.....(yeah!!!)
I've learned tat the people u care most abt in life are taken from you too soon....
And all the less important ones just never go away.....(y r always the good ones has to go away...?)
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Yup......wen u start u cant stop...tat was wat happened earlier in the day.As planned, me and nurul (we had lunch at Long John Silver b4 tat...so romantic..jus me and nurul...haha)went to wati's hse to watch OC which she downloaded from the net....
Started off wif the second last episode of the first season(coz nurul din watched it last thurs)...den the last episode which was super sad (shall not elaborate wat happened...see for urself this thurs!!!)....and yes we continued back to back from episode one of the season two till episode three...man....u will never get enuf of OC...the more u watched it, the more u wanna noe wat happen next.Especially more cuter guys in the latest season....ok now me soundin like wati and i understand y my beloved fren is an OC freak...hahha....dude, please download episode 5,6,7 and so forth...hahha....
One Tree Hill is also another hot show wif hotter guys...and yes, James Lafferty is hot...hahah...guess he is taken... *wink*
Now im craving for more OC.....ryan...he is so cool....(droolin)
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It was indeed a wonderful saturday (tho i got a hell of nagging from my mum in the morning but wat the heck....its so normal...hahaha). Me went out wif the akaks...and lil Princess Sofia...we had lovelydinnder at SOFRA, turkish kitchen and then headed down to Suntec City...the usual window shopping...eh wait...i did bought somethin, a nice slipper from ALDO...hehehe...
Last stop we sat at Pacific Coffee and i ordered a wrong drink...heheheh....den home sweet home....
So this goes out my lovely sis....Nurul,
Sis, thanks for the treat at SOFRA...it did cost u almost a hundred for the 6 to 7 dishes.Thanks so much!!!!!!!
ps: haiz...i forgot my camera..darn!!!now i cant our beautiful pix.....
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Dun laugh but this is the question i'm asking myself now. And definitely i cant asked this question to any of my fren coz i know their answer.... "Are u crazy rai??U fat??"....
Well...here are some prove to why i feel this way now....no joke....after readin it u will agree to my statement above... 'AM I FAT??'
Woke up 11.30am,I ate a slice of marble cake and my purple colour yakult....(Its quite rare for me to have breakfast coz me seldom woke up early..haha but juz now my mum wanna go Masjid Sultan for friday prayers but in the end she changed her mind....)
Lunch at 1.25pm...I had a plate of bryani dam (which i bought from my aunt shop opp Masjid Darul Aman...).It was superb and finger lickin good.....yummy...i wanna have second helpin but my bro finished up the rest....arrgghh...!!!
Tea-break at 3.00pm...hehe...I had a plate of mee siam which was cooked by my mum...hehe...its delicious... n was watchin my fav show, THE BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL...
2nd tea-break?? at 5.45pm....seriously my mum's mee siam was delicious and i ate another plate of it....
Dinner at 7.00pm...went to Banquet @ Simei wif wati,nurul and haida....tot i was full but den..err...i bought a bowl of yong tau foo..hehe...and yup...i finished it up....
Chill out session at 9.00pm...me, wati n haida went to Starbucks Tampines..ordered drinks and a piece of chocolate log cake...i had half of the log cake...tho i felt like buyin the strawberry tart after that...hehehe
Reached home at 10.00pm...my mum said she kept a plate of mee siam for me since i told her it was nice...and bein a filial daughter(yeah rite!!), i finished it up....
15 minutes later....while i was bathing, my mum asked "rai, abah ajak gie simpang bedok..nak ikut?"...without thinkin twice...i replied "of coz"....
Supper..10.50pm at Simpang Bedok...it was rainin tho....I had one plain prata and a glass of teh tarik....den home sweet home....
There...believe me now???I ate alot....damn alot today....and i can feel my tummy is freakin bloated and somehow i tink i gain an extra kilo now....How????there goes my 'holiday' aim to lose 2 kilos to 40kg....*sob* *sob*....Its quite amazing to see how 'hungry' i was earlier...eat non stop!!!Cld pms-ing be one of the reason??nah....cannot be coz its not time yet....Or maybe i'm jus plain greedy tdy??But me recite 'bismillah' before eatin...hmmm...and yeah I AM FAT...(pls dun puke...i noe u may not agree wit it but yes I AM!!!)...
Im gonna have turkish dinner tmr wif my frens.....aiyoo so sinful!!!(now im soundin like nurul..hahhaa).....and the worst thing is that now I CANT SLEEPPP!!!!I'm too full......HELP!!!!
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Yup...tdy was a special day for 2 beautiful, gorgeous ladies...hahah...of coz itz me and my kuti, Jaz(who else can it be rite???)...heheh...we spent the lovely wednesday together...eh..dun get it wrong..we are not lesbos ah.....after all the exams and projects..at last we got to spent the day together gossiping and laughin....with no disturbance!!!
so we went to Suntec to watch Bridget Jones 2: The Edge of Reason, 5.10pm show.
Jaz got free tickets and im honoured to be the 'ONE' to share it wif her...haha...Well, i tink the part one is better but no doubt it was a sweet love story....with a happy ending...like duh!Overall i do enjoyed the movie and next stop will be Ocean 12...anyone care to watch it wif me??Dude??
Guess we were the only ones left at the theatre after the movie and as usual we took pictures...din bring my digicam but my baby (Samsung E700A) is good enuf...
On the way out...we saw this signboard "BUGGY RIDE from Eng Wah to Courts".Seriously i noe nuts wat it was all about but Jaz insisted that we gave it a try....
And yes...we sat at the back and the driver drove us to Courts....trust me it was super embarrasing and i cant stop laughing...everyone...yes,everyone turned and looked at us and smiled...i was prayin tat i din meet anyone i knew...hahah..but it was fun...somethin i will not do alone (obviously).....hahah....
Then we decided to head down to Orchard for dinner.....oh yah...before we left Suntec, I met 'someone' (i shall not mention the name)....automatically i was so pissed...i jus wondered y am i always associated wif 'angels'????..haiz...f%#k man!!!Arrggghhh!!!!
We had dinner at Cahaya Rest (Far East).....and settled for coffee at Starbucks Liat Towers....yeah we missed the free coffee give away which started at 5pm til 7pm BUT thanks to our Mr Mark who was werkin there jus now, he gave us a treat..yupppiiiee....so we had 2 drinks and a cake....
So dear Mark, thanks again for the drinks and cake....and i really like my caramel drink...damn shiok...so eerrr.....if i come again the next time, will i still get free drinks??? *wink*..heheh
We sat from 9pm til 11pm...2hours of serious talkin...hahhaa....like real!!!!
And yah...its me....hehe...looks like im at Starbucks in New York ah...hahhahaha....ok ok..jus kidding
Overall....i really enjoyed the day.It was fun and i laughed alot to our stupid jokes and thoughts..So i do hope we will meet up again....
And so now im sitting in my room typing and listening to Disagree, Crumbs....i jus love the song...ok im lookin for my Sade cd now....hehe...in the mood to hear sad love songs....
*all pictures taken using my Samsung E700A (my baby)....not bad rite??!!??hahah...*
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Actually me went shopppin earlier to calm myself..hehhe... and only got home at 9pm to check my results...phew....im so happy!!!!
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WAYAN RETREAT BALINESE SPA
::CHOCOLATE GELATO FETISH::
Yup...yest me and akak nurul went to try the chocolate gelato fetish massage....It was my first full body massage ever, so u can guess how excited i was yesterday!!!
They begin the treatment with abt an hour chocolate orange massage that will ease the hard knots from your tired body after a long day. And what's more, the ingredients deeply cleanses your dead skin and bestows upon you, a sense of ethereality.
Next, they clothe you in a wicked concoction of whipped cream which lends the quality of seductive firmness to your every curve.
To conclude the sensual journey, and not forgetting the curx of every woman - your face, they'll soothe the worries with an almond cleanser, and put the natural glow back on it with a luscious coat of fluffy egg whites. Trust me....u have to try it...i love and enjoy every moment of it tho i felt abit awkward to be 3/4 naked but its worth....hehehe...
Goodness....after the whole an hour and a half of massage....i felt so delicious from head to toe...i felt so light and refresh...and i slept like a baby wen i got home......i felt so much better now...
Hmmmm..... my result will be out tmr....im scared sia...hopefully everythin will be ok...
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I am a simple 23years old gerl...had been happily single for many months now and have wonderful friends around me. Since young i always believe that when the right man came along, I will be such a smitten kitten that I'd give up everything for him...haha...guess life and love doesnt seem to run according to plan...so true rite??
Recently I met THE ONE...i have to admit that theres mushy gushy feelings in my tummy...and I knew this ONE was too good to pass up BUT the timing is out of whack...I met THE ONE at the wrong time...he is freakin attached.
He often mentioned how unhappy he was with his girlfriend...they often quarrel and there are some qualities he wanted his girlfriend to back up.But the more I talked to him...the more the attraction started to build. Whenever he called me, my tummy did somersaults....oh my god??am i crazy???But i kept tellin myself that I must kept it at a neutral, friendly level...he has a girlfriend and couldnot cross the line...but he has so many qualities that I look for in a guy...y he has to be attached?Is god testing me?
I have never let my heart rule my feelings but i guess i failed again....when he introduced her to me...I din even dare to look at her....tell me,issit normal to have this reaction? I tend to miss him more when he din call nor msg...I wanted to tell him how I felt but I knew it wasnt the right time and I can never do so. I know he do have feelings too....what can i do now? Dont lose hope?
If puttin in some effort to make it works...will it ever happen between us?or should i take a step back and jus let it pass by??True enuf if we are fated to be together, we will always be together but do i have to wait patiently without making an effort to make it happen?Should i let the love of my life escape just because it came at the wrong time? or would i be thinkin in ten years time, was he the one who got away?
If u are askin me if its a risk worth taking for? I will go with my gut feeling and say yes, hes it....But as for now only time will tell. Its not a waste of time knowing him and only HE knows what is best for me and its worth taking it really slowly.....oh how i wish i can have him to myself....
12/26/2004
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!11.43pm, 24th December 1981...I was born to this beautiful world and how grateful I am now tat 23yrs later Im celebrating these day again wif my loved ones....Tho there aint any special celebration on that day but Im so grateful tat im blessed wif a wonderful family and lovely friends.Surprisingly I received alot of wishes from my frens...those I have lost contact wif for so long too..Ppl like:
ZUL: The last time i saw him was durin my poly days...and since then i noe nuthin abt his whereabout.Hes my polymate....but he msged to wish me...aww...i was so touched!!!
JYAN: She is one of my good fren durin my poly too but now we seldom meet and guess wat...she was the first one to sms me....thanks J...
SUE: My pretty cousin...she called me from perth to wish me Happy Birthday...I have not heard from her voice for abt 6mths...and i was so surprised to receive her call.We tok for abt half an hour...I miss her alot...hope to see her in May.
And of coz to all my closest frens who msged me....Thanks guys,seriously im so lucky to have ya as my fren....Thank you!!
Aniwae on my bday itself i received a shockin news or rather 2 shockin news....both my bestfrens gonna be a mum soon...one is due in July and the other in Aug...Im so happy for them and so now Im gonna be a godmum soon too...heheh...
On the 24th....
I spent my bday at home...may sound sad ah but Im more den happy to be at home wif my beloved parents and siblings.My mum cancelled our initial plan to go for friday prayers..instead she arranged to have lunch wif me...only me and my mum.She told me "Rai, mummy nak celebrate dengan Rai la"....man i was near tears wen she said tat. I was speechless..din noe my mum so sweet....we went to her fav plc...Tekka Market...and she bought for me a slice of bday cake from a nearby cake shop...hehe...shes sweet rite...I LOVE U SO MUCH MUMMY!!!
Den later in the afternoon we received a call tat my uncle's nephew passed away...so me went to attend the funeral wif my mum....first time me went to a funeral on my bday....Im so grateful to GOD to be alive now....
At nite...had dinner wif the whole family at home...den me watched movie marathon...hehe...me watched Ten Comandments....den Raja Hindustani....den Home Alone:Lost in New York...lastly Mr Deed....well...all 4 shows I have watched it more den twice but its fun to watch again wif my bro....Im very happy overall!!!
Presents: So far.... 100bucks frm my parents....10bucks frm my grandma...a nice bag from my cousin Farah....hmmm.....will i be gettin more???hahha....*thick skinned*...oh yah..a watch from my lil cousin....
On the 25th.....
As planned.....we went to JB for seafood wif my family to celebrate....before tat me cut my bday cake...Actually it was my dad who insisted my sis to get me a cake....ABAH,U R THE ONLY MAN I LOVE SO MUCH!!...thanks....so below are the pictures....
The birthday cake
Me wif my beloved parents...siblings
Make a wish
Hahah...candid!!!
The delicious food
Heheh....Sorie Abah...
Errr....
My plate...i finished the food...YAY!
Beautiful mum and daughter
This goes out to my sis...Hilwa
Hil...I know u r angry wif me rite now but listen here..I may not say this to you but I love u sis...u may blame me for interferin yr life but i want the best for u....I hope one day u will understand...aniwae Im sorry...
a penny for my thoughts?
12/22/2004
2 MORE DAYS....22 goin on 23 in 2 days time....how fast time flies and now im celebratin it again but tis time round a digit is added to it....23yrs old may sound young to all but somehow u do feel old inside...
So i got my first present from my lil cousin...she got me a watch...aww...so so sweet...im so touched!!!On saturday will celebrate wif my family...seafood at Johor...and 31st wif my beloved frens....might celebrate wid my uni frens and my tuition kids.....so will update the details again...hehe...*clap* *clap*
Aniwae....haida's weddin was superb and nice....so now we are waitin for lil haida and radin!!!ehehehe....
a penny for my thoughts?
12/18/2004
SOLEMNIZATION CEREMONYMR AND MRS RADIN..... 17th Dec 04
The beautiful pelamin...
My beautiful henna hands....
In the bride's bedroom..the gifts for the groom
Gorgeous Haida
Issit she so beautiful??aww...
The groom arrived @ 8pm
Radin smilin so wide...
The solemnization ceremony begins...
Checkin the details...
Officially married
The bride's gift from the groom side
Acceptin the marriage cert
The 'batal air sembahayang'
Emas Kahwin...
Mr and Mrs Radin
Newly wed...
Phototaking session wif frens...
Sweet ladies
Reception at the void deck
Ehem...me and my weddin ring...haha...yeah rite
Beautiful Pelamin at the void deck...
At last...2 beautiful ladies...haida and me
To haida and radin...CONGRATS!!
More pictures on the sunday event comin soon.....
a penny for my thoughts?
12/17/2004
PARTY @ HAIDA'S PlACE....Morning: Sleeping...heheh
Afternoon: Drove mum n bro to buy his school uniform at Katong...
Evening: The party begins...haha...yah i wish!hehe..its a HENNA party more like it...my dear fren Haida had her hands and feet decorated wif beautiful 'bridal' designs...really nice....and of coz..me oso did on my hands(the henna is still intact while me typin this)..hehe...
And me got haida a lil gift...hehe...a pack of 3 flavoured condom..hahaha...theres orange, banana and strawberry flavour for haida to choose...which ever she prefers to use first..haha...its for fun actually...so haida remember to pass it to Radin...u noe prevention is better den cure *wink*..family plannin...hahhaha
a penny for my thoughts?
12/16/2004
I LOVE DURIANS...When it comes to durian....i can sit and eat non stop,no joke!!So tat was wat happened earlier in the day (thanks to Jaz who made me jealous every night!!)....
I had durians for breakfast....
I had durians for lunch..... and
I had durians for dinner....
Yummy!!!!I can eat nothin but durians the whole day...and now i smelt of durians too...so nice!!I cant imagine anyone not liking durians...seriously that person is really a fool for not eatin god's heavenly creation....I love durians!!!
Well, i did ate somethin else after tat..me went to east coast for dinner wif my older sis (the tuition kid mum)..had satay..stingray...wow...im real full now...
We tok and tok...left the plce at about 11.30pm and headed down to Simpang Bedok..haha...sat there till 1am..cool rite...we tok cok sing song...but theres some serious conversation oso...
So now im freakin sleepy and still decidin whether to sleep or not coz i still can feel half the rice which i can ate earlier had not been digested yet...heheh
a penny for my thoughts?
12/15/2004
3 WEDDINGS AND AN ENGAGEMENT.........When most of ur frens of ur age are getting hitched...and u are still unattached, wat is the next step u will do? Freak out??Or start looking for a nice guy on the plain street of Singapore?Is there a nice guy actually out there?Like a saying goes...the good ones are taken and the handsome ones are gay....hahah...so im left wif zero...nothin???ok now im soundin like a LOSER who keep on whining abt how pathetic life is bein a single,no guys...heheh...No no...im not a loser k!!!!
SO the 3 weddings....
12th Dec...my childhood fren got married..shes 24...well, i din went tho she invited me....we had some misunderstandin previously and i dun wish to see her family members actually.We used to play this game where im her daughter and shes my stepmum(like cindrella),tink we were like 8yrs den..haha...sweet memories ah...Aniwae im happy for her....Congrats CikAkak!!
19th Dec...my goodfren, Haida gonna be a bride to the charming Mr Radin...hehe...shes 23...i bet now shes busy wif the preparations and all nervous for the big day.....me will be gg for the berinai on thurs...nikah on fri and sandin on the sun...cant wait to see the pretty Haida bein the princess for the day!!!
26th Dec...my sec fren, Khatijah, shes 24. I have not seen her for 2 yrs and i received sms from her earlier,askng for my address coz she wanna mail me her weddin invitation card...man i was kinda surprised but i knew she was engaged to her neighbour tho...haha..shes pretty and sweet....and i miss her as well as my other sec frens dearly....so i am so lookin forward to attend her wedding next sunday!!
And the engagement....
8th Jan....yeah, my dear fren Lizah,shes 23..is gettin engaged to her sayang...it was unbelievable actually wen she told me at first,tot she was pullin my leg but den it looks like it is really happening...so Lizah...Congrats!!!
So there are the dates of my sweet frens who are gettin hitched and living happily wif their prince charming....guess my prince charning is still on his way riding on his white horse to come and capture me....*wink*
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12/14/2004
FOOD FOR THOUGHT........I've learned tat you cannot make someone love you.......
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in....(heheh...how i wish!!)
I've learned tat no matter how much I care....
Some people are just assholes......(so true!!!!)
I've learned tat it takes years to build up trust...
And it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it...(tis is wat i called life...)
I've learned tat you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes...
After tat u better have a big willy or a bigger boobs...(hahahaha....)
I've learned tat you shldn't compared urself to others...
They are more screwed up than u tink.....(yeah!!!)
I've learned tat the people u care most abt in life are taken from you too soon....
And all the less important ones just never go away.....(y r always the good ones has to go away...?)
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12/13/2004
ITS AN OC SUNDAEYup......wen u start u cant stop...tat was wat happened earlier in the day.As planned, me and nurul (we had lunch at Long John Silver b4 tat...so romantic..jus me and nurul...haha)went to wati's hse to watch OC which she downloaded from the net....
Started off wif the second last episode of the first season(coz nurul din watched it last thurs)...den the last episode which was super sad (shall not elaborate wat happened...see for urself this thurs!!!)....and yes we continued back to back from episode one of the season two till episode three...man....u will never get enuf of OC...the more u watched it, the more u wanna noe wat happen next.Especially more cuter guys in the latest season....ok now me soundin like wati and i understand y my beloved fren is an OC freak...hahha....dude, please download episode 5,6,7 and so forth...hahha....
One Tree Hill is also another hot show wif hotter guys...and yes, James Lafferty is hot...hahah...guess he is taken... *wink*
Now im craving for more OC.....ryan...he is so cool....(droolin)
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12/12/2004
LOVELY SATURDAY....It was indeed a wonderful saturday (tho i got a hell of nagging from my mum in the morning but wat the heck....its so normal...hahaha). Me went out wif the akaks...and lil Princess Sofia...we had lovelydinnder at SOFRA, turkish kitchen and then headed down to Suntec City...the usual window shopping...eh wait...i did bought somethin, a nice slipper from ALDO...hehehe...
Last stop we sat at Pacific Coffee and i ordered a wrong drink...heheheh....den home sweet home....
So this goes out my lovely sis....Nurul,
Sis, thanks for the treat at SOFRA...it did cost u almost a hundred for the 6 to 7 dishes.Thanks so much!!!!!!!
ps: haiz...i forgot my camera..darn!!!now i cant our beautiful pix.....
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12/11/2004
AM I FAT???Dun laugh but this is the question i'm asking myself now. And definitely i cant asked this question to any of my fren coz i know their answer.... "Are u crazy rai??U fat??"....
Well...here are some prove to why i feel this way now....no joke....after readin it u will agree to my statement above... 'AM I FAT??'
Woke up 11.30am,I ate a slice of marble cake and my purple colour yakult....(Its quite rare for me to have breakfast coz me seldom woke up early..haha but juz now my mum wanna go Masjid Sultan for friday prayers but in the end she changed her mind....)
Lunch at 1.25pm...I had a plate of bryani dam (which i bought from my aunt shop opp Masjid Darul Aman...).It was superb and finger lickin good.....yummy...i wanna have second helpin but my bro finished up the rest....arrgghh...!!!
Tea-break at 3.00pm...hehe...I had a plate of mee siam which was cooked by my mum...hehe...its delicious... n was watchin my fav show, THE BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL...
2nd tea-break?? at 5.45pm....seriously my mum's mee siam was delicious and i ate another plate of it....
Dinner at 7.00pm...went to Banquet @ Simei wif wati,nurul and haida....tot i was full but den..err...i bought a bowl of yong tau foo..hehe...and yup...i finished it up....
Chill out session at 9.00pm...me, wati n haida went to Starbucks Tampines..ordered drinks and a piece of chocolate log cake...i had half of the log cake...tho i felt like buyin the strawberry tart after that...hehehe
Reached home at 10.00pm...my mum said she kept a plate of mee siam for me since i told her it was nice...and bein a filial daughter(yeah rite!!), i finished it up....
15 minutes later....while i was bathing, my mum asked "rai, abah ajak gie simpang bedok..nak ikut?"...without thinkin twice...i replied "of coz"....
Supper..10.50pm at Simpang Bedok...it was rainin tho....I had one plain prata and a glass of teh tarik....den home sweet home....
There...believe me now???I ate alot....damn alot today....and i can feel my tummy is freakin bloated and somehow i tink i gain an extra kilo now....How????there goes my 'holiday' aim to lose 2 kilos to 40kg....*sob* *sob*....Its quite amazing to see how 'hungry' i was earlier...eat non stop!!!Cld pms-ing be one of the reason??nah....cannot be coz its not time yet....Or maybe i'm jus plain greedy tdy??But me recite 'bismillah' before eatin...hmmm...and yeah I AM FAT...(pls dun puke...i noe u may not agree wit it but yes I AM!!!)...
Im gonna have turkish dinner tmr wif my frens.....aiyoo so sinful!!!(now im soundin like nurul..hahhaa).....and the worst thing is that now I CANT SLEEPPP!!!!I'm too full......HELP!!!!
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12/09/2004
KUTIS' DAY OUT!!!Yup...tdy was a special day for 2 beautiful, gorgeous ladies...hahah...of coz itz me and my kuti, Jaz(who else can it be rite???)...heheh...we spent the lovely wednesday together...eh..dun get it wrong..we are not lesbos ah.....after all the exams and projects..at last we got to spent the day together gossiping and laughin....with no disturbance!!!
so we went to Suntec to watch Bridget Jones 2: The Edge of Reason, 5.10pm show.
Jaz got free tickets and im honoured to be the 'ONE' to share it wif her...haha...Well, i tink the part one is better but no doubt it was a sweet love story....with a happy ending...like duh!Overall i do enjoyed the movie and next stop will be Ocean 12...anyone care to watch it wif me??Dude??
Guess we were the only ones left at the theatre after the movie and as usual we took pictures...din bring my digicam but my baby (Samsung E700A) is good enuf...
On the way out...we saw this signboard "BUGGY RIDE from Eng Wah to Courts".Seriously i noe nuts wat it was all about but Jaz insisted that we gave it a try....
And yes...we sat at the back and the driver drove us to Courts....trust me it was super embarrasing and i cant stop laughing...everyone...yes,everyone turned and looked at us and smiled...i was prayin tat i din meet anyone i knew...hahah..but it was fun...somethin i will not do alone (obviously).....hahah....
Then we decided to head down to Orchard for dinner.....oh yah...before we left Suntec, I met 'someone' (i shall not mention the name)....automatically i was so pissed...i jus wondered y am i always associated wif 'angels'????..haiz...f%#k man!!!Arrggghhh!!!!
We had dinner at Cahaya Rest (Far East).....and settled for coffee at Starbucks Liat Towers....yeah we missed the free coffee give away which started at 5pm til 7pm BUT thanks to our Mr Mark who was werkin there jus now, he gave us a treat..yupppiiiee....so we had 2 drinks and a cake....
So dear Mark, thanks again for the drinks and cake....and i really like my caramel drink...damn shiok...so eerrr.....if i come again the next time, will i still get free drinks??? *wink*..heheh
We sat from 9pm til 11pm...2hours of serious talkin...hahhaa....like real!!!!
And yah...its me....hehe...looks like im at Starbucks in New York ah...hahhahaha....ok ok..jus kidding
Overall....i really enjoyed the day.It was fun and i laughed alot to our stupid jokes and thoughts..So i do hope we will meet up again....
And so now im sitting in my room typing and listening to Disagree, Crumbs....i jus love the song...ok im lookin for my Sade cd now....hehe...in the mood to hear sad love songs....
*all pictures taken using my Samsung E700A (my baby)....not bad rite??!!??hahah...*
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12/06/2004
Alhamdulilah i passed all my subjects....all i got the same marks...funny rite??!!!heheh....guess all the hard works were paid off...so now i can start planning my trip to Melbourne next May...hehhe...where shall i get a nice winter wear???hmm...Actually me went shopppin earlier to calm myself..hehhe... and only got home at 9pm to check my results...phew....im so happy!!!!
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12/05/2004
Guess after all the stress and heart-ache(hehe..not really a heart ache la since im not in love)...the best cure is to pamper myself to a nice massage....WAYAN RETREAT BALINESE SPA
::CHOCOLATE GELATO FETISH::
Yup...yest me and akak nurul went to try the chocolate gelato fetish massage....It was my first full body massage ever, so u can guess how excited i was yesterday!!!
They begin the treatment with abt an hour chocolate orange massage that will ease the hard knots from your tired body after a long day. And what's more, the ingredients deeply cleanses your dead skin and bestows upon you, a sense of ethereality.
Next, they clothe you in a wicked concoction of whipped cream which lends the quality of seductive firmness to your every curve.
To conclude the sensual journey, and not forgetting the curx of every woman - your face, they'll soothe the worries with an almond cleanser, and put the natural glow back on it with a luscious coat of fluffy egg whites. Trust me....u have to try it...i love and enjoy every moment of it tho i felt abit awkward to be 3/4 naked but its worth....hehehe...
Goodness....after the whole an hour and a half of massage....i felt so delicious from head to toe...i felt so light and refresh...and i slept like a baby wen i got home......i felt so much better now...
Hmmmm..... my result will be out tmr....im scared sia...hopefully everythin will be ok...
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12/02/2004
HAVE YOU MET THE RIGHT MAN AT THE WRONG TIME????I am a simple 23years old gerl...had been happily single for many months now and have wonderful friends around me. Since young i always believe that when the right man came along, I will be such a smitten kitten that I'd give up everything for him...haha...guess life and love doesnt seem to run according to plan...so true rite??
Recently I met THE ONE...i have to admit that theres mushy gushy feelings in my tummy...and I knew this ONE was too good to pass up BUT the timing is out of whack...I met THE ONE at the wrong time...he is freakin attached.
He often mentioned how unhappy he was with his girlfriend...they often quarrel and there are some qualities he wanted his girlfriend to back up.But the more I talked to him...the more the attraction started to build. Whenever he called me, my tummy did somersaults....oh my god??am i crazy???But i kept tellin myself that I must kept it at a neutral, friendly level...he has a girlfriend and couldnot cross the line...but he has so many qualities that I look for in a guy...y he has to be attached?Is god testing me?
I have never let my heart rule my feelings but i guess i failed again....when he introduced her to me...I din even dare to look at her....tell me,issit normal to have this reaction? I tend to miss him more when he din call nor msg...I wanted to tell him how I felt but I knew it wasnt the right time and I can never do so. I know he do have feelings too....what can i do now? Dont lose hope?
If puttin in some effort to make it works...will it ever happen between us?or should i take a step back and jus let it pass by??True enuf if we are fated to be together, we will always be together but do i have to wait patiently without making an effort to make it happen?Should i let the love of my life escape just because it came at the wrong time? or would i be thinkin in ten years time, was he the one who got away?
If u are askin me if its a risk worth taking for? I will go with my gut feeling and say yes, hes it....But as for now only time will tell. Its not a waste of time knowing him and only HE knows what is best for me and its worth taking it really slowly.....oh how i wish i can have him to myself....
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