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Being Myself
Rai...
24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*

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7/29/2004

Ok this is my first entry for the week...yeah...have been busy lately wif schools...projects and tuitions....guess the stressing days are startin back again!!!
Hmm....i have not been going out that much ever since me startin sch..man, this is bad!!!Guess the only day that i am available to spend time wif my lovely friends will be on Saturday, that is if I dun go to mosque...other than that will be days where my tuition kids cancel their nite tuitions...hmmm....tho in the day i might b free too but den my usual 'kakis' are all werking...haiz...hehehe....gonna be a hectic week too next week...mon aft class gonna discuss on our DPP proj...den tues gonna meet the Levis manager...wed..discuss OSD proj which is due on the 18th Aug...Thurs..ders aftnn and evenin class...and left wif Fri...well...i hope i dun have to go back to sch on this day....i hope i can go to d Arab Street again...hopin can see the Arab guys..hehe...since tis week i cant go coz dad dun wanna pray there....arrgghh...spoilt the plan..heheh
Anyway me lookin forward for this Saturday...the big raggae party at Sentosa...wohoooo!!!And i dun haf any new clothes to wear!!!!!Nurul and wati bought new clothes..and me...*sob*..still dunno wat to put on...no time to shop..and on tight budget..haven get pay yet!!!Eh...no..i have got my pay oredi but i have other things to settle first....
Ok la...thats all for my entry tdy..gotta bathe and get ready for school....Im hungry now...hmm..ban mian at Jurong Point...Yummy!!!!

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7/23/2004

Was watchin Sex In The City earlier at HBO...well tho is the censored version,its still interesting to watch...i mean since there isnt anythin else to watch...SITC is definitely a good choice for Friday nite..hahaha...actually i have watched the dvd ones wif my ex colleagues at Norita's hse..its much fun watchin..hhahaa
Its cool to watch the four good frens tokin abt their sex life and stuff..haha...like who they went out wif the nite b4 and their one nite stand experience...giving comments whether the guy is a good sex partner or a lousy kisser...as always Samantha is the active one...haha..tdys episode is abt she giving a blowjob to the courier guy who has  a 'good package'..and Carrie accidentally opened the office door and saw the scene..haha...too bad la its censored..haha..its funny...
Well after watchin the show..i was jus thinking..hmm...these 4 ladies are in their late 30s and still single...waiting for the rite one to cum..will i be the same too?Of coz i do hope im married wif kids by then..but..to tink of it wat if it doesnt happen?Jus a week ago ,me,Nada and Hiki were toking and we were sayin that maybe we will still be hangin out at simpang bedok 10yrs from now but by then we will cum wif our own families...me wif my 3 kids..nada wif her 3 oso but 4th in the makin and Hiki...err..2 i tink..BUT wat if none of us are married?Will we b like the 4 ladies in the Sex in the City???hahaha....Thats somethin which we have nvr tok abt..aniwaes this is jus a tot...
Oh yah,tokin abt marriage and guys..jus now at  nn..me went to Arab St wif mum n dad..and aft the prayers..i saw a grp of arab guys...spore arab guys..good lookin..YES ALL of them were good lookin!!!they were sittin at the tea shop where nada loves to go...yeah..so not to be so obv..me walked wifout lookin at them and looked for a plc to seat.And guess wat...one of them salam my dad lar...OH MY GOD!!!yes one of the good lookin guys knows my dad...i was like..man..this is good...haha..well i wasnt into arab guys but they are exceptional...the guy who salam my dad..his name is Syed Jafar...err..well the name is not appealin but he is charming..wohoo!!So not to make it obv infront of my dad..i act cool and avoid askin too many qns...haiz hope to see them again next week..theres 5 of them..hiki..u can pick one too since u no longer interested in banglas...hahah....

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How i wish im back in primary school now..maybe in primary three...where i can write about my visit to the dentist in my composition..which is now called the creative writing...and im sure i will get the highest marks among my classmates...haha....and too bad ah in uni there aint any like compo or essay writin...aniwae...
Yuppie...me went to the dentist earlier in the mornin..!!!yes...i was very excited..oh yah,thanks to nada who woke up late and i have to go there all alone...man..i was scared sia coz i have never been to a doctor nor dentist alone!!!Worst still its was my first visit to d dentist...My mum will always accompanied me each time im sick and i hate to go to this kind of places alone...i dunno y..i have no forbia wid doc....hmm...
The dental was at Geylang...Ansar Dental..the doc was an indian muslim guy..nice man..friendly...wen me entered the room...i looked so blurred.I din noe wat to do..so he told me nicely that the chair was all mine so he asked me to lie down...hahah...ok...i feel abit stoopid..aniwae..he asked me the golden qns...'When was the last time u visit a dentist?'....i was so paiseh..i jus smiled and replied him..'err...seconcary school..?'He laughed...
So he asked me to open my mouth and he checked...den he said...'Your teeth is good but the back ones needs cleaning'....not bad...my teeth are good...haha...The cleanin part is abit painful coz he has to remove the tar which has been there since ages ago from tons of food i ate and all....haha..and it bleeds...yucks!!! I hate blood!!!
After the whole process..he reminded me to come back the next 6mths for cleaning again...hehe..and he gave me mouthwash for my gum coz he said its not that strong..and i paid 40bucks in total...hmm....ok la once in awhile pamper myself...haha...maybe next stop is do some facial...hmm...enuf of clothes..eh..no...clothes is never enuf...haha...thats my visit to the dentist which i enjoyed...and i feel so clean now...so fresh...brand new teeth!!
Den....went for my afternoon class...econs...boring as ever....so much to absorb...den laytah in the evening my HR lesson...tink my lecturer aint that bad...tho i did mention that hes a pain in the arse but actually hes nice and kind hearted...but i still hate it wen he start tokin abt his New York thingy....haiz..gonna start on my individual proj soon...4 more weeks to due date!!!
Oh yah...earlier durin HR..he gave a case study...wif someone name in it...seriously i dunno if im bein silly but i get excited readin the case study...not bcoz its an interestin one but coz almost every line theres his name and it jus brin smile to me each i write it out...haha...yea think im crazy here...haha...nvm...
Hmm...gonna be the weekend again....and gotta start the week all over again...hmm...haven tok to my sis for almost a week..somethin happen..wen im in the mood..will share the story..oh yah ive offended mr sarip dol...haha..sorry dude....hmm..why am i sayin sorry...hmm..aniwaes..i might b gg for d friday prayers tmr..if im clean by den to pray...
Guess thats all for now la...jus too lazy to write more..tink its too long..will update again!!!peace out!!

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7/18/2004

Sunday...Sunday...the 18th...my Sunday aint that bad...as plan..i went to take my bursary at Hajah Raimah Mosque somewhere in Balestier...was so happy to receive the money but unfortunately...i cant bring the cheque home..arrghh...coz they wrote my name wrongly...Riahanah...wat the fish!!!so they will post me the cheque lastest by end of this week...wasting my time...cant they check the spellin before writtin!!!aniwae aft that function..me and dad went to Afganistan at Tamp for lunch...bro and sis was there too...
Well i din noe that my dad was a fan of Noor Kumalasari...hehehe...cool..haha..she was at Tamp doin some charity show wif Ria and Warna for the new mosque..my dad clapped and laughed at her jokes...wohoo!!!..haha...(bilang mummy!!!)haha...
Had tuition....den....went down to town to meet nada..hiki.Bahrain was there too...and 2 new frens...one is nad's fren..MO..and the other is Nurain..hiki's fren...went to Rockys at Delphi to play monopoly....haha...yeah...it was fun and they called me Ms Sneeky...well...wat can i say..i played well...tink i won wif most assets and money!!!..hahhaha....me sneeky...cool...hahah
We headed down to Upp Changi rd for dinner at Mak's place..as usual me din finish my food...Mo was drivin so we wanted...no they wanted to have sheesha...but me suggested esplanade...hahaha...jus felt like takin a look at the baybeats tis year...suppose to go yest but me havin terrible cramp and headache..but seriously i dun feel really good abt gg yest one n im scared...so i end up sleepin!!!
Wen we reached esplanade...Astreal was performing at the chillout stage...not bad..we sat at Thai Express...Mo had his dinner...me..hiki..and nad...took picts..as usual..hahah....
Mo was very nice to send us back....hes a fun guy...funny..haha...me and hiki did some stupid stunt in the van..haha..funny!!
Went back home....noone ard...dad mum sis and bro went to the mosque....yeah god give me a week mc...haha...hmm....tmr mornin class...haiz...i hate mornin classes....ok den...time to sleep...got to wake up early....*yawn*...nites...
 

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7/16/2004

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
 
Its friday again...haha..jus finished my tuition wif the new kid,Halim...and..now home alone..everyone went out..my sis tink she went to Bugis wif a fren hopefully its not that arsehole...my parents went dating together..i have no idea where they go..and my bro to his tuition at Bedok...so here i am..blogging...eating..watchin the telly..chattin at msn...so multi tasking..haha..
 
Hmm...yesterday was my first day attending my Macroeconomic class...err...i was sitting alone at the second last row in the lect..everyone there looked at me like im an alien..maybe they might haf tot tat im a repeat student...arrgghhh...!!!As the class was abt to start..my kuti came and surprised me...haha..im touched!The lecturer was a nice man...Mr Samy..funny and he teaches well...first lesson is the recap of wat i had learned in Microeconomic durin poly...met up wif my frens durin break..Mr Bahrain was ard too...
 
Aft class..me,nada and hiki went to Adam rd for lunch cum dinner...suppose to go Jp but im not sure of the way der...so headed to Adam Rd...Ok..somethin funny happened at the carpark..Hiki..hahah...trust me...i can laughed wen i tink of it again...Ms Blooper!!!I had nasi lemak wid watermelon and orange juice...and Hiki...again..haha...somethin funny happened for the second time...nada said daulat...hahah....
 
Class as always boring...Hr..the lecturer  d stuck up ass...aft that...the three of us...went to Simpang Bedok...had supper...ok..Hiki...its jus not ur day again...hahaha...reached home at abt 1215am...hehe...it was fun yest...!!!Lookin forward for monday class.....
 
Gonna have 3 tuitions tmr...and still pending whether wanna go Baybeats or not..haiz.....time flies so fast and its gonna be a year oredi...Baybeats...Ecrus Garage...haiz.....
 
Sunday...hmm...gonna take my bursary..tink 500bucks...and the money gonna use to pay off my loan...if only can use it to shop..hahaa...my mum will kill me if she knows!!hahaha...den maybe if theres time, i will head down to Mydin Mosque...den tuition again...den mosque again at nite....
 
Thats my plan for the weekend.....the same every week..haha...ok la...wanna read up my notes...hopefully im not distracted...if i can finish up 1 page..wohoo...its my lucky nite!!!hahaah... oh wait..theres SEX IN THE CITY at HBO...damn...

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7/13/2004

Feeling blue..
Listening to: Coldplay
Song: Clocks

Im experiencing Tuesday blues...things went perfectly fine until Rohana called me..had lunch date wif hiki at megabite..lovely lecture...had a nice conversation wif hsomeone...den now...i feel so unhappy...so frustrated...so...arrggghh

Rohana is my course co-ordinator...she told me that I have to take Macroeconomics first before i could take Price and Market(one of the semester 4 modules).The reason is because i din take Macro wen in poly...man...this messed up my timetable..and i have to take MAB next semester oso...wat the fcuk..and instead of me finishing in 2yrs..now i might have to extend 6 more months coz im 2 modules behind....wen she told me the arrangment that had been made for me...i felt like cryin...
1. I will be separated wif my frens for one modules this semester...i feel so attached to them...my gal frens...
2. I will seein less of...........
3. I feel like i fail a module...which i dun...but dunno y i feel that way...
4. Have to make new frens now...wif sem 2 kids...

Hmm...looks like i have to be independent now...mingle wif the younger batch..really really really hope i can go Melbourne wif my frens next year together...hope everythin goes smoothly....so tmr no class..hmm....sucks!!!

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7/08/2004

Hmm...45 minutes to OC..looking forward for that show!aniwae before me glued to the tv set laytah..i have 2 interestin news or rather stories to share...
FIRST STORY (STORY/SCENARIO A)
Its abt a stupid love story between two people.One is a gerl aged 19 and the other a guy aged 21yrs old.So i shall named the gal Siti and the guy Ahmad,in order to protect their privacy, neither the gerl nor the guy's actual name shall be mentioned.
It started off with a harmless date which leads to another date and now they had been seeing each other quite often.Siti is a nice and beautiful gerl while Ahmad is a typical malay guy with no life and owns a bike.Siti had not fallen for Ahmad yet but she finds him rather intresting until one sweet day......
Siti was at the bus stop tat day wif her frens.While waiting for the bus,she happened to looked at the other side of the bus stop and saw somethin rather familiar.Out of curiosity, she went over to see.Just as she expected its Ahmad on his bike.She was puzzled as to why he was there but she was kinda happy because she thought that he was there to see her.Just den her phone rang and its Ahmad who called.After a brief hi..he asked her where is she.So Siti wanna played hard to get,said that shes in school.So wen Siti asked him where is he..Siti got a shocked when he replied that he was outside with his friends.So she dun wanna asked any further,they hang up.
Two minutes laytah,Siti turned to look at his bike again..and gueess what..a gerl approached him!!!He passed her a helmet,he started the engine and 'Vrooom'..they left!!
Siti was speechless....disappointed...depressed...and angry...
When Siti asked him laytah at nite..Ahmad did admited tt it was him earlier...hmm...things will never be the same between the both of Siti and Ahmad now.

SECOND STORY
Ma bestfren is gettin married this September..and she got engaged last weekend...its OK that she din invite me to the engagement..maybe its jus between her family and his..
Anyway...I will be lying if i said now that im happy for her..NO im not happy!!!!Cmon my dear fren u are jus 22yrs...and wats the hurry to get married this way???I mean is...y a hurry marriage??its not that u r pregnant now or something...
If u r fated to be wif him..u will end up wif him no matter what...enjoy life!!!Gerl..i have known u for 5 beautiful years and i noe this is not ur decision.Its his decision to marry u now as he is scared to lose u....please dun make a mistake by rushin it!!!
Haiz...i love u and i've always support wat eva u do..but...think darlin..think...i jus wonder issit worth to give up ur singlehood at this early age?wat if u made the wrong choice?wat if its too soon?is ur parents happy wif ur decision?is there such a thing abt freedom after marriage...?oh boy...i dun see any freedom esp wif him u r marrying!!

Well...this is my interesting stories...ok my OC startin....adios...enjoy!!!

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7/07/2004

Look for me! Young, B
Cruisin down the westside - high, way
Doing what we like to do - our, way

hehehe....Jay-Z!!!haha...nada n hiki..u noe i noe ah...so nada do ur job!haha....
ok..tdy is wednesday and tmr thurs..no school both days!wohoo..somehow me still feels like its still holidays...haha..this semester too slacking sia..me havin this major proj which involve an organisation..do some research on it..interesting!!
Watched Amazing Race earlier..if only Spore has this race too..i will definitely go for it man..well im not adventurous person but its a chance to roam around the world..haha..and i will definitely choose WATI to be my partner..haha..so dude..our next pit stop?Melbourne??hehe...
Ok.....friday mornin class...wat shall i wear? *wink*...so gerls where we heading for lunch on Friday?hehe..dun wanna stuck in the car deciding to go Haig Road..Al Ameen..Afganisthan...haha...guess its fun ah...the dinner at Tekka too..loves my frens!!
*yawn*
Sleepy oredi sia...mayb bcoz i din get enuf sleep last nite..tok to hiki till 5am..hehe..GERLS TOK!!!
Sweet dreams...miss someone so much...will i see u again??

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7/04/2004

SHEESHA
Arabian Smoking pipe, Sheesha! This smoking pipe is the typical smoking object in the Arabian tradition.The tobacco come with various of fruit flavors like Apple, Strawberry, Banana, Grape, and many more..and my frens n myself gave it a try yest at Al Majlis..if u take a puff..it will lead u to another..haha..yup jus like ciggie..and inhale it deep,u will taste the flavour..yest we had apple flavour.Seriously i wont want to give it a try again!!!I was hyper dysfunctional wen i got home...my brain jus got crazy and i tink im high the whole nite...there are afew reasons y i said so...

1. For no reason..i felt tt im out of love...i complaint it to Wati..hahah

2. I started to tok crap abt this 'idea' and some other stupid stuff to my beloved kuti..and i know she was pissed wif me wen i tok abt 'old rai..new rai..'..hehehe..
sayang..im so sorry...ignore all the remarks i made..and im perfectly ok now!!

3. Msging ppl whom im not suppose to msg...(man...wat am i tinkin sia??!!)

4. I can still feel the tobacco in my throat...lungs..and i had difficulty to sleep last nite...guess its gone in the mornin...

Thousand apologies if u find me like a BIATCH yest...its not my fault..blame it on the sheesha for makin me insane and cant tink straight..maybe its bcoz me and nurul took the last few puffs where the flavour aint there anymore..so we actually inhale the tobacco itself..tt could be the reason y im like tt last nite...hhmmm....or maybe me pms-ing...i dunno....wonder if nurul experienced the same as me..?she was hyper too wen we were walkin home...but overall yest outin was fun!!!

Haiz...tmr schoolin...and me aint in any mood to go back to sch now....i wan more holidays!!!!


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7/02/2004

First Day of School...
Startin of sem 4..hmm...actually it wasnt tt bad and infact i enjoyed myself very much,meet up wif my gfs...before school..me,hiki,nada and jaz kuti went to Arab Street for our tea..it was lovely..we had cakes and bread and of coz the famous tea..and nada was so happy to get to meet her charming prince..one of the mama there...i bet he likes her too..hahhaa..lol
Class started at 7pm..as usual we were late and the lecturer wasnt tt happy but who cares..better be late den nvr turn up at all!!!Tot it was the RMIT visit but turn out to be a local lecturer instead..hmm..cant remember his name..tink Mr Chang or somethin..
Judging from his first lesson..hes a good lecturer...he explain and elobarote well but i bet he is gonna be a pain in the arse man...the way he toks abt assignments and his expectation of good command of language all...lets see how the rest of his 10 lectures will be...
As usual me..jaz..and nada..din really pay attention..haha..i mean we did listen to him ah but we giggles alot..haha..and me and nada penpal-ing each other..hehehe..
oh yah..hiki sat wid her FRENS..so our friendship stop for 3hrs for every HR lessons...we are not allow to tok to her..
Class ended ard 945pm...we went to Al Ameen for supper since all of us were super hungry.hehe....had fun there too...laugh alot..den home sweet home...
Looking forward for monday....hehe...time to sleep now since i din get enuf sleep coz me watched my bf..ehem..Ronaldo in action earlier in the mornin..hes cute...PORTUGAL ROCKZZZZ!!!!
PEACE OUT...!

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7/01/2004

Hmmm...hahah..guess wat..i have changed my blog skin..and new song too...everyone is changing theirs so i dun wanna be the last one to chg..hehhee...tink i like it..it looks cool...dun u tink??!!

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