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24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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MaybeI shld blame the pills which i took recently (due to some personal prob)..it might have coz this terrible mood swing..i have lost my appetite to eat...i felt this sensation of unease and have this urge to vomit...maybe its the side effect...i dunno...i jus hate the feeling...really suxs
*sigh* Anyway i dun really like to express much in my blog but I'm gona give my two cents worth. Sometimes i wonder if its really worth it to be nice and be concern towards others when u know tat not everything u did will receive much appreciation....or rather wat ever u did was not appreciated at all...annoyin rite...
Sometimes some ppl say some things without thinkin and they din realise tat it does hurt the other party...simple words or sentence can bring alot of meanings....wonder wonder from bein not understanding previously, now i'm demanding?..hahaha....bein upgraded!!! *must be the pills again...* *wink*
*haiz*...The things I'v heard previously from people around might not do anything to hurt me but why am i affected by the things said by that someone. did I like the impression I got of that someone when we first met?Seriously i dunno n i cant remember....I dun hate anyone but why do i feel nausea each time i heard tat someones name..saw ...or even tinkin back abt wat the things said....?Why cant each of us jus mind our own business...
Maybe im jus bein silly here but thousand apologies if anyone is offended.Im not referin to anyone in particular. :)
How i wish life would be much easier and simplier.....guess everyone ask for the same thing too....Life...
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Earlier in the day i went to visit sid...she jus gave birth to a pretty baby gerl...Radin Sara Alviena...she looks jus like sid....now i have 2 kids... the other one is hanis...Ahmad Rifa'i Fatuwah...hehehe...wat a fulfillin life...haha
Kak Kinny canceled tuition tdy and i have no mood to teach the other kids...so tat means tmr...fri...sat...im all packed wid tuitions...haiz....oh yah...im doin relief teachin @ damai pri later....aiyooo...im so lazy....haiz....bettter sleep now....
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What am I doin?.....I cant sleep and its 4 am...so im bloggin now...tho i dun really like bloggin....u nvr noe who reads it and i haf to becareful wif wat i write as not to offend others...but who cares anyway rite....its my blog so i can write wat i want...but...wateva la
Listening to?...John Legend, Ordinary People..someone told me abt this song and somehow i like it....nice nice...was tokin to jasmine earlier...
Thinkin of?...not quite sure now...i have tutorials to do but no mood to open my book....
What am I gonna do later?....school...argghh....maybe gg to the gym,wanna keep fit...haha...den my tuitions...hope d mum will pay me....so broke...
What i plan to eat?....hhhmm....putupiring...hahah
Missing?...I miss Hanizah badly.....i wanna hug her...i wanna cry on her shoulder...miss her so so so so much...
...................................im bored....................................the end..........hahhaha.....
8/28/2005
When i woke up today...i felt something is missin...felt like im very disappointed wif myself.I dunno wat went wrong wif me..My whole body was aching and i was reluctant to get off my bed.But i knew i had to coz i have 2 kids to teach...In the end i cancel one and only taught the small gal...Im jus too lazy to do anythin...even eating!!!Had only one meal tdy...I am not on a diet!MaybeI shld blame the pills which i took recently (due to some personal prob)..it might have coz this terrible mood swing..i have lost my appetite to eat...i felt this sensation of unease and have this urge to vomit...maybe its the side effect...i dunno...i jus hate the feeling...really suxs
*sigh* Anyway i dun really like to express much in my blog but I'm gona give my two cents worth. Sometimes i wonder if its really worth it to be nice and be concern towards others when u know tat not everything u did will receive much appreciation....or rather wat ever u did was not appreciated at all...annoyin rite...
Sometimes some ppl say some things without thinkin and they din realise tat it does hurt the other party...simple words or sentence can bring alot of meanings....wonder wonder from bein not understanding previously, now i'm demanding?..hahaha....bein upgraded!!! *must be the pills again...* *wink*
*haiz*...The things I'v heard previously from people around might not do anything to hurt me but why am i affected by the things said by that someone. did I like the impression I got of that someone when we first met?Seriously i dunno n i cant remember....I dun hate anyone but why do i feel nausea each time i heard tat someones name..saw ...or even tinkin back abt wat the things said....?Why cant each of us jus mind our own business...
Maybe im jus bein silly here but thousand apologies if anyone is offended.Im not referin to anyone in particular. :)
How i wish life would be much easier and simplier.....guess everyone ask for the same thing too....Life...
a penny for my thoughts?
8/11/2005
Ahhh.....i smell so so fresh....feels so clean....jus had a nice shower after a nite of sweat....haha...had a fun ball game wif my frens earlier at tamp. Nada bought a basketball and we had netball cum basketball game jus now.Me..hikma..nada...azza and Mo (d only guy)...it was tirin but it was kinda fun...hahah...shld have regular games but the next time better book the court...dun wanna offend the nyonyas again like jus now......kesian tat nyonya in blue doin the cha cha aerobics...kena hit by the ball twice....it was my fault...sorry hikma...hehehe...Earlier in the day i went to visit sid...she jus gave birth to a pretty baby gerl...Radin Sara Alviena...she looks jus like sid....now i have 2 kids... the other one is hanis...Ahmad Rifa'i Fatuwah...hehehe...wat a fulfillin life...haha
Kak Kinny canceled tuition tdy and i have no mood to teach the other kids...so tat means tmr...fri...sat...im all packed wid tuitions...haiz....oh yah...im doin relief teachin @ damai pri later....aiyooo...im so lazy....haiz....bettter sleep now....
a penny for my thoughts?
8/02/2005
Where am I?.....in my brothers roomWhat am I doin?.....I cant sleep and its 4 am...so im bloggin now...tho i dun really like bloggin....u nvr noe who reads it and i haf to becareful wif wat i write as not to offend others...but who cares anyway rite....its my blog so i can write wat i want...but...wateva la
Listening to?...John Legend, Ordinary People..someone told me abt this song and somehow i like it....nice nice...was tokin to jasmine earlier...
Thinkin of?...not quite sure now...i have tutorials to do but no mood to open my book....
What am I gonna do later?....school...argghh....maybe gg to the gym,wanna keep fit...haha...den my tuitions...hope d mum will pay me....so broke...
What i plan to eat?....hhhmm....putupiring...hahah
Missing?...I miss Hanizah badly.....i wanna hug her...i wanna cry on her shoulder...miss her so so so so much...
...................................im bored....................................the end..........hahhaha.....
a penny for my thoughts?
