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24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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1st....
One of my close fren gave me a buzz earlier and asked me if Im alright and asked whether im having some problem wid someone.I was curious as to how she came up wid such remarks.Me having problem??hhmm..so later part of the conversation den i realised that she was actually refering to my previous post.haha..i laughed...she said that i sounded so angry and she asked who made me pissed??Fisrt i denied but somehow I did told her abit wat had happened between me and some losers.But i guess no point me writing who the person was here...its gonna be a waste of time to read abt losers..rite??heheheh..Enuf of that issue..but of coz i do want ppl who appreciate wat i write to continue readin my blog... *wink*
2nd...
I would like to personnally thanked Wati aka Ms Dynamite and Fara.They made a personal birthday wish for me in their own blog..theres my pict and a birthday wish..I really appreciate it so much.Thanks soo much for the effort...muakz!!!
3rd...
I went to my late uncle's tahlil at my aunt house last nite wen i received a shockin news...or rather a surprise la...my cousin Rashidah is gettin engaged this comin Chinese New Year to this guy...name Azman...well..i saw his pict in her frenster but din expect to be so serious..hehe..ok ok...glad she found someone whom she love and she finally gettin hitched..so congratulation to u bibik *thats wat we cousins call her..she only 24yrs,same age as me*..tho we seldom tok now *due to some personal prob*, i am happy for u...hope kekal ke akhir hayat...insya allah...
4th...
So its 31st Dec today...a day before the new year...2006..hhmm..saying goodbye to 2005.Kinda sad ah to leave 2005..however I do admit lots of things had happened...some good..sweet and bad memories..but i have no regrets and infact i am happy to wateva that had happened or things i had done.Somehow it had taught me to a stronger and better person.I may not know wat wil happen to me in 2006 but i do pray it will be a better and meaningful year ahead for me and to the rest of u ppl too...insya allah.
2004...me and galz..the guys too celebrated the last moments of 2004 and welcome 2005 at Samar Cafe...
And now we are goin to say goodbye to 2005 at Ambrosia instead...so galz..see ya later...
In the meantime..i'm gonna wash my face mask and sleep....will see you guys next year 2006..heheh...so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL...
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To all my beloved frens who wished me on my birthday...thanks so much..really appreciated it.Actually i wanna post some of my celebration pictures but i wanna write somethin else instead...somethin that had been botherin me since yesterday.So i will post the pictures some other time aite....
Bloggin...Bloggin..Bloggin...it had become an ongoin online drama that give readers plenty of entertainment as well as sometimes food for thought.Am i rite?Readers or those blog hoppers will write their comments to challenge the writer's opinion and spark a debate about certain issues.Speakin from experience..Somethin which had to my blog afew weeks ago...if u guys remembered...
So keeping an online diary is another good way to analysing why u feel the way u do and if i feel like blog about a cheapstake biatch..am i doin so out of sheer spite???hahaha...i am not..guess it is jus a desire to blow off some steam...however i will get negative and thrashin from some readers if i ever wrote it....yah..i will be accused of bein insensitive and blah blah blah....so theres no freedom to write wat i want???hmm...
Recently i received a comment from some morons...saying that "they" read my blog to amuse themselves wif my 'proficiency' in the english language...and i need to go for lessons at British council..Excuse me..This is my blog...i write the way i want..if i want to use Singlish..its my problem..am i right??!!??Its not as if im the only one blogging here and so many others are too...do they use perfect english wen they write?No one is perfect.
You're in the comfort of your own house where theres noone around to look at u...and obviously u will end up saying things u dont normally do...so if i prefer to write abt my desire to own some stuff or i portrait myself as an expensive person....is that a problem?Guess i cant blame these ppl who are not happy wif wat others wrote abt their life...they have nothin better to do in their life but to 'jaga tepi kain org'...i pity these ppl.
Have u ppl ever noticed inside those SBS buses durin our sec days where gals or guys wrote about their ugly ex phone number at the back seats so that people could call them for a "good time"?hhahaha....now wif bloggin u can thrashed this ugly ppl..but one problem..that person will hate u instead...but who cares rite?But if i choose to write abt the guy who i used to date some time ago...describing wat a jerk and asshole he was...am i insulting him?Tellin the truth issit an insult?hahah..guess bloggin issit that fun after all ah...u have to becareful wif ur words...thats so sad..rite?
Anyway...this is just my 2 cent worth...somethin i wanna share...if u dun like wat i wrote here...please im askin politely,stop readin my blog.do somethin better in ur life.Nites....
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Ok enuf of stressful things....so wats happenin at home???hmm.... looks like my dad is really in holiday mood sia.....first he went to KL-MALACCA on last fri to sunday for the tournament....and wen i got home from werk jus now, my mum told me tat my dad went to Shah Alam again jus now for another 3 days but this time to accompany our ustad to see the ''miracle" doctor...wah....my dad..my dad...really enjoyin himself ah......hehee...kesian my mum kena tinggal again..no wonder earlier she called and asked whether i wanna have lunch at JB...of coz bein a filial daughter, i said yes...heheh..since i will not be werkin til next year....company close for christmas and new year...shiok rite...but my pay will be so pathetic la coz i werk for like 10 days only.jadi la....gonna miss my colleagues...especially fara n ju....fun ppl...haiz...heheh...
Suddenly i felt sick..my tummy is not feelin too good...I had black pepper steak at Simpang bedok jus now with wahidah and rabiah and it sux big time and i feel like vomittin now...*sick*....
As u can see im bored now thats y i keep updatin my blog and check my frenster account frequently...So as im always on frenster....i had checked someones page for fun...one of my relative to be exact..was kinda surprise to see tat someone's status is now ''in relationship'' so the kepo me went to check the picture gallery and testies and am quite sure thats the partner....well..well...guess diff ppl has diff taste and i have no right to judge whether he or she suits for each other...so i hope the best for them...might be gettin invitation soon i guess....hhmm....
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After werk i went for supper and ya..i couldnt sleep after tat and decided to browse thro the net to see anythin interestin i can read or do while waitin for my food to be fully digested before i sleep....so i was blog hoppin...i dun usually like to read all those long entries..but someones blog jus makes me curious and wantin to read more of it.....Seriously its scary to see how blogging can create war and enemies......
I donot know her personnally tho i have been to her house....all that i can say to u Diana....stay strong and have fate in urself.Treat it as an ujian which god test u to....insya allah things will be better for u and ur family.....
Having slight sore throat now after a chocolate fiesta at home over the weekends....hopefully im not down wid flu since i will be a big gerl in exact 4 days time...heheheh..4 more days....counting counting....btw someone told me tat he wans a little break due to his proj coz he cant focus having me ard...so i tot i will be alright but it feels weird somehow wen u dun get attention from that someone now....hhmm...which means i miss him issit???errr......i dunno ah....maybe....
I hope my tuition kid cancel tutiton again...hahah...not in the mood to teach this week man....and theres Mango sale which my bleeds so much...coz i cant go....i am such a Mango freak and yet i am not gg for its 50% sale....reason??simple...coz im broke...ya...need to save up for my loan...aaarrggghhh.....my heart is bleedin...Help!
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Tum Paas Aaye Yoon Muskaraye
Tumne Na Jaane Kya Sapne Dikhaye
Ab To Mera Dil Jaage Na Sota Hai
Kya Karoon Haye Kuchh Kuchh Hota Hai
What is love?Pyaar?Pyaar = Dosti.....Love is Friendship..Issit true?Well in this heart warming romantic comedy tells all about lost love and found love....Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...Something is Happening...the award winning movie back in 1998...I had watched it twice at the movie...bought the vcb and also the song cd..And i still cried each time I watched it.Actually i cried if i see Shahrukh Khan cried no matter wat the movies is...haha...Its the best movie to me coz both gals get to be with the hero...I was so glad that Central aired it earlier and I sat down watchin it attentively.The only movie whereby i could still remember to sing all of its song....It is so true first love is hard to forget and if u are fated to be with that someone...u will be wif him....so sweet...Anjali..Rahul....awww...i miss someone...not sure who...hahah...
I laughed when i remembered back those days where I was so obssessed with ShahRukh Khan...this movie made a hit here in spore and all around the world...and I was very excited when Ajantha Beauty Parlour organized SRK first concert here after the movie....yes i went to all of his concerts...I even bought posters...Stardust magazine...subscribe to Zee Tv....so that i could get the latest update about him...somehow my obssession began to decrease slowly and i stop buyin the magazines and even stop watchin hindi movie for awhile....but my hero is still SRK....
Only recently i started goin back to Bedok cinema and watched one new movie...Neal and Niki...a sexy comedy movie...but movies...like kkhh...hum dil cupke sanam...are still the best
Enough abt hindi movie...hehe...hmm tdy im a good gal..i din go out except in the morning for my religious class and i had bad headache the whole afternn....so i told my mum tat i will get headache if i sit at hme the whole day..haha...excuses..The headache became worst after i ate ''mee wak karto'' for dinner...think its too spicy and my brain cant take it...hehe..but the funny thing is after watchin the movie...my headache totally gone...hahaha...my SRK really cures me....kwang kwang kwang...here i go again...enuf rai!hehe...
My dad and bro not back yet from their trip to KL....i heard from my mum tat my lil bro bought me a birthday gift from there....Awwwww.....my little brother loves me...so sweet....am lookin forward to see wat issit.....hope its really true...skali my mum tricked me ah...isk..hehe...Haiz tmr...another monday...boring one i tink...gotta werk at 6pm...
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Hmm..im glad that despite the huha regarding the post i wrote abt someone, there is still someone is kind wif her words.I really appreciate it.Thanks Naysitah...
I went to my werkplace's christmas lunch party jus now..it was alright la..nothin really happening..they had games and this gift exchange thingy..and i got a frame..quite cute tho.
So wondering wat i do there?I have to call caucasians expatriates and set an appointment to meet this angmoh senior consultant...basically everyday at werk i tok to all these mat sallehs from all around the world.Its really interesting...the pay not bad oso...
Tmr im gonna be a good daughter and stay by my mum side...i made her angry jus now...ehehhe...dad n bro not in spore...bro has badminton tournament in KL..so my dad follow...thats y my mum was angry wif me...hehe...i went out earlier and leave her alone at home...so now i felt bad...hhmmm....hehehe..ok 2am..bedtime!
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So wat i want for my bday this year....ok heres the list...
1>a nice 2hrs massage treat at Wayan Balinese Spa...(tried the chocolate message last yr..damn shiok)
2> A $1000 shoppin spree voucher (i miss my shoppin days..haiz)
3> Nokia N90 (Gettin sick wif my nokia now)
4>Charm bracelet from Tiffany & Co (Been aimin it for a long time...)
5> Full make up set from Bobby Brown (hehe..im not a makeup person..but..hehe)
6>Complete Facial product from Clinique (some of my product finish oredi..haha)
7>A nice bag from Gucci or LV... (Im not branded..but since its a gift so i dun mind either one..haha)
8>A lovely timepiece from Tag Heuer (hhmm..my humble fossil gettin boring)
9>Perfume from Hugo Energize..(i love hugo..)
10>Bvlgari white gold ring..(haha...hope its gonna be my engagement ring instead..haha)
Ok ok...after reading the list,i sound like a biatch yg tak sedar diri and tak tahu malu askin for so many things....haha..but these are the things i would love to own if given a choice..but of coz...life is never so perfect that u will get wat u want...agree?...
Hmmm...i was listening to this christmas song..and i feel tat the first verse of it seems so perfect to describe wat i am doin right now...i mean my bday is like a day apart..so..hhmm...so here how it goes...i change abit la...heheh
Last birthday
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
Im giving it to someone special
heheh...may sounded lame..but yeah is theres someone special?maybe....not the rite time to reveal who if there is la...insya allah i hope it will turn out well... *wink*....
Time to Zzzzzz....gg to school later...haiz...i hate that...and oh yah theres a Christmas celebration at my werkplace on friday...tokin abt werk...i will tell more wat i am doin the next time..hehe...my bro wanna sleep and hes chasin me out of the room...haiz...
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Firstly I would like to sincerely apologize to ya. I admit i wasnt sensitive towards ur feelings wen i wrote that post.I din tink how u will feel if u read it.My mistake there.True i may not know u personnaly but i have no evil intention to criticise ya.Guess i have my fair share too..the comments made by these ppl abt me.Seriously I would like to noe who are these ppl..some may think i am so shallow and daring to write those things.Ppl may perceived me differently now but i dun mind..coz everyone has their own opinion..so let it be,u cant pleased everyone.
I know that every human bein has the every right to be wif someone whom they love and i apologize on my mums behalf for making such remarks...Like i said,i am not concern abt wateva the relationship u had wif mus and no doubt he is a nice guy.I take tis as a lesson to be learnt..watch wat i say coz i will never noe who will get hurt the next time.So im sorry again.All the best to you and take care!
To her sis:
Its ur choice if u have printed it out.I have made a mistake there and i sincerely apologize.Insya allah ur sis will have a good life.God is fair.Im sorry.
So i do hope this will be my last entry regarding my previous post.I dun wish to make further comment abt it.If anyone of u still aint happy abt it...den im sorry...I dun appreciate those comments so if u have more nasty ones to say,jus keep it to urself.Thank u for readin my blog.
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I see no wrong my mum askin me tat coz i was asking her to describe the gal he was wif...so she is sayin wat she saw..
To skin prob sister:I sincerely apologize if my last entry offended ya and your family. I will delete that paragraph out of respect to ur family. For ur info...i have no intention to kutuk ur sis...
And to the rest:thanks for the nasty comments...its lovely to read...
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a hilarious animated film Chicken Little about a young and cute little chicken who causes widespread panic when he mistakes a falling acorn for a piece of the sky....the chicken is so cute in the movie tat i feel like ownin a pet exactly like him...hahaha...i went to watch this movie my little cousin earlier in the afternoon...yeah its the cousin bonding session...its fun!
Later in the evening i went to Parkway wif Wati and Zarina..we jus window shop and eat there...its always fun to be wif ur gal frens...one idiotic salesgal at Isetan make me pissed for a moment...poor customer service...!!!agree dude???dun feel like typin out wat happen...hehe..
My mum warned me not to find someone who is a player and has many gal frens...who treat gals like tissue...I assured my mum tat dun worie...i noe who is best for me and of coz insya allah i wont take an asshole as a husband...mothers...they get worried over little things..even on things that doesnt concern them.
Thank god my tuition kid mum jus msged that she has transfer the 70bucks she owed me....i tot she gonna take 2 bloody months to it...haiz...*yawn* im sleepy...
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Today or shld i say awhile ago i met up wif Wahidah.....my sec fren whom i have been frens for more then 10 years...someone who is full of jokes and laughter...someone who is there for me wen i am in trouble...someone who is there when i need a shoulder to cry on...I am very surprise how our frenship grew stronger as we moved on wif our own lives after our sec days...*sob* *sob*..ok ok...im gettin all emotional now..haha..blame it on tat hindi movie i watched earlier...
So wonder who is this Wahidah ive been tokin abt...
Thats her on the right....picture taken durin our class outin to El Sheikh...
Hmm...i realise that for the past 4 days..i have been goin to Arab Street...
Thurs -wid mum for tea
Friday- wid mum for prayers at Sultan Mosque
Saturday - wid Wati and d gals for dinner
Sunday - wid family for dinner
Looks like i have to start looking for new place to go now....stop gg to Arab Street...but its nice to go there...any suggestions of interesting places?
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So wen i got back..everyone at home are already in their dreamland..since im still full and aint sleepy yet...i went to check my frenster account....at times its fun to look at ppls page...view their picture gallery but most of the time frenster is very annoying...
I edited my photos at frenster...so i have decided to remove 3 photos....which previously i dun have the heart to do so...bcoz i tot i will feel a lil pinch if i did it..but now i feel like the time is rite ..wonder whos photo i deleted??haha...make a guess..i tink no name shall be mention here..if u noe tats good...if u dun..hhmm a lil clue..its Mr M...But but but....dun get me wrong...i dun hate him..suddenly i jus feel tat the pictures are so yesterday.Actually shld have deleted it long time ago....but...
When i first knew him back den around end of Dec 2004...he was such a nice and sweet guy.Typical arabic words such as 'Insya allah'...'Masya Allah' are his fav...but generally as u know someone longer...u get to see his true colors...hhmm now i make it sound as if hes a bad guy..haha..no la..no doubt he is still a nice guy...Like he always said...'Shit Happens'..so that is exactly wat is happenin now....hehe....i shall not elaborate more....Anyway I am glad tat i noe him...so the conclusion is....
God sometimes give u wat u want but not exactly wat u need....life is never a smooth sail...so when u have open the wrong door...dun ever regret coz only by openin the wrong door den u will realise wat actually u want and need...take it as a lesson to be learnt coz everythin tat happens always for a reason.I am not sure at this very moment if i have knock on to the right door.....as for now all i can do is pray for HIS guidance and i hope insya allah i have made the right choice...insya allah...
Hehehe....Boy..i sound so serious for a moment..haha...wats wif the wrong door and right door thingy???hehe....well...well...its for me to know..for u to figure out...hehehehehehehe.....
Ok...lets change subject...love can be so boring..hehe...hhmm...4 days to my results.....im scared!!
And its almost 4 am now...in 2 hrs time my dad will wake me up for subuh..*daily routine*...and i have 2 weddings to attend later...follow my mum...another boring saturday....and weddings on sunday too...hopefully i dun haf to follow...
So i will end my entry here.....sweet dreams...
12/31/2005
Ok there will be 4 part to today's post...1st....
One of my close fren gave me a buzz earlier and asked me if Im alright and asked whether im having some problem wid someone.I was curious as to how she came up wid such remarks.Me having problem??hhmm..so later part of the conversation den i realised that she was actually refering to my previous post.haha..i laughed...she said that i sounded so angry and she asked who made me pissed??Fisrt i denied but somehow I did told her abit wat had happened between me and some losers.But i guess no point me writing who the person was here...its gonna be a waste of time to read abt losers..rite??heheheh..Enuf of that issue..but of coz i do want ppl who appreciate wat i write to continue readin my blog... *wink*
2nd...
I would like to personnally thanked Wati aka Ms Dynamite and Fara.They made a personal birthday wish for me in their own blog..theres my pict and a birthday wish..I really appreciate it so much.Thanks soo much for the effort...muakz!!!
3rd...
I went to my late uncle's tahlil at my aunt house last nite wen i received a shockin news...or rather a surprise la...my cousin Rashidah is gettin engaged this comin Chinese New Year to this guy...name Azman...well..i saw his pict in her frenster but din expect to be so serious..hehe..ok ok...glad she found someone whom she love and she finally gettin hitched..so congratulation to u bibik *thats wat we cousins call her..she only 24yrs,same age as me*..tho we seldom tok now *due to some personal prob*, i am happy for u...hope kekal ke akhir hayat...insya allah...
4th...
So its 31st Dec today...a day before the new year...2006..hhmm..saying goodbye to 2005.Kinda sad ah to leave 2005..however I do admit lots of things had happened...some good..sweet and bad memories..but i have no regrets and infact i am happy to wateva that had happened or things i had done.Somehow it had taught me to a stronger and better person.I may not know wat wil happen to me in 2006 but i do pray it will be a better and meaningful year ahead for me and to the rest of u ppl too...insya allah.
2004...me and galz..the guys too celebrated the last moments of 2004 and welcome 2005 at Samar Cafe...
And now we are goin to say goodbye to 2005 at Ambrosia instead...so galz..see ya later...
In the meantime..i'm gonna wash my face mask and sleep....will see you guys next year 2006..heheh...so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL...
a penny for my thoughts?
12/28/2005
Its 5 days after my 24th birthday so Im officially 24 years old!!!Whoa...how issit feels like to be 24yrs old now???haha...jus one word...OLD!!!..Anyway 24th birthday celebration was a blast..i had so much good time with my family and close frens...Received lots of presents...Yup i am very happy...To all my beloved frens who wished me on my birthday...thanks so much..really appreciated it.Actually i wanna post some of my celebration pictures but i wanna write somethin else instead...somethin that had been botherin me since yesterday.So i will post the pictures some other time aite....
Bloggin...Bloggin..Bloggin...it had become an ongoin online drama that give readers plenty of entertainment as well as sometimes food for thought.Am i rite?Readers or those blog hoppers will write their comments to challenge the writer's opinion and spark a debate about certain issues.Speakin from experience..Somethin which had to my blog afew weeks ago...if u guys remembered...
So keeping an online diary is another good way to analysing why u feel the way u do and if i feel like blog about a cheapstake biatch..am i doin so out of sheer spite???hahaha...i am not..guess it is jus a desire to blow off some steam...however i will get negative and thrashin from some readers if i ever wrote it....yah..i will be accused of bein insensitive and blah blah blah....so theres no freedom to write wat i want???hmm...
Recently i received a comment from some morons...saying that "they" read my blog to amuse themselves wif my 'proficiency' in the english language...and i need to go for lessons at British council..Excuse me..This is my blog...i write the way i want..if i want to use Singlish..its my problem..am i right??!!??Its not as if im the only one blogging here and so many others are too...do they use perfect english wen they write?No one is perfect.
You're in the comfort of your own house where theres noone around to look at u...and obviously u will end up saying things u dont normally do...so if i prefer to write abt my desire to own some stuff or i portrait myself as an expensive person....is that a problem?Guess i cant blame these ppl who are not happy wif wat others wrote abt their life...they have nothin better to do in their life but to 'jaga tepi kain org'...i pity these ppl.
Have u ppl ever noticed inside those SBS buses durin our sec days where gals or guys wrote about their ugly ex phone number at the back seats so that people could call them for a "good time"?hhahaha....now wif bloggin u can thrashed this ugly ppl..but one problem..that person will hate u instead...but who cares rite?But if i choose to write abt the guy who i used to date some time ago...describing wat a jerk and asshole he was...am i insulting him?Tellin the truth issit an insult?hahah..guess bloggin issit that fun after all ah...u have to becareful wif ur words...thats so sad..rite?
Anyway...this is just my 2 cent worth...somethin i wanna share...if u dun like wat i wrote here...please im askin politely,stop readin my blog.do somethin better in ur life.Nites....
a penny for my thoughts?
12/21/2005
I have one major problem....i have difficulties to say NO to ppl eventho my heart is in real pain now...arrrggghh....ok ok..here is wat happen...i have told myself tat next year i will only teach my old students which I know i wont have any problem wif when gettin the payments and stuff...so i have deleted 3 kids name in my list...BUT one of the mum called me 10 minutes ago and asked to start teachin her daughter this 28th...I was speechless for a moment...seriously i tot i wont be receivin call from her so its easier tat way as i wont have to give excuse y i dun wanna teach anymore.But now she really called and really wants me to teach...i dunno how to say NO and im scared she will be offended....she called and said ''ok dik, i will buy the text on the 27th and u can come and start teachin on the 28th...im gettin 2 workbooks so tat u can use one.issit alright with u?''.....i paused.I dunno wat to say...that leaves me wif no choice but to say ok...i mean its rezeki and i shldnt tolak....but...the mum is abit complicated la...isk...im stress now...haiz....now i have to start plan my schedule properly so that i can teach and do part time the same time...and of coz school too...looks like i will super busy next year...goodness!!!Ok enuf of stressful things....so wats happenin at home???hmm.... looks like my dad is really in holiday mood sia.....first he went to KL-MALACCA on last fri to sunday for the tournament....and wen i got home from werk jus now, my mum told me tat my dad went to Shah Alam again jus now for another 3 days but this time to accompany our ustad to see the ''miracle" doctor...wah....my dad..my dad...really enjoyin himself ah......hehee...kesian my mum kena tinggal again..no wonder earlier she called and asked whether i wanna have lunch at JB...of coz bein a filial daughter, i said yes...heheh..since i will not be werkin til next year....company close for christmas and new year...shiok rite...but my pay will be so pathetic la coz i werk for like 10 days only.jadi la....gonna miss my colleagues...especially fara n ju....fun ppl...haiz...heheh...
Suddenly i felt sick..my tummy is not feelin too good...I had black pepper steak at Simpang bedok jus now with wahidah and rabiah and it sux big time and i feel like vomittin now...*sick*....
As u can see im bored now thats y i keep updatin my blog and check my frenster account frequently...So as im always on frenster....i had checked someones page for fun...one of my relative to be exact..was kinda surprise to see tat someone's status is now ''in relationship'' so the kepo me went to check the picture gallery and testies and am quite sure thats the partner....well..well...guess diff ppl has diff taste and i have no right to judge whether he or she suits for each other...so i hope the best for them...might be gettin invitation soon i guess....hhmm....
a penny for my thoughts?
12/20/2005
Oh my god.....i gain back my 6kgs which i lost during the last Ramadhan within 2 months...ppl who noes me well will definitely said that i look the same...no changes to my weight but believe me.....the hungry ghost is really attackin me....i am always hungry and eating for the last couple of weeks....when i said eatin...i really meant it...i finishes my food!!!yes usually i dun u see...for sure there will be leftovers...but now..i finishes it...its a good thing but it gettin to scares me now...i always wanna gain a little weight but i cant see myself grow too much....tink i wan my old eating habit back.......me freakin out now...or maybe im pmsin??hhmmm.....After werk i went for supper and ya..i couldnt sleep after tat and decided to browse thro the net to see anythin interestin i can read or do while waitin for my food to be fully digested before i sleep....so i was blog hoppin...i dun usually like to read all those long entries..but someones blog jus makes me curious and wantin to read more of it.....Seriously its scary to see how blogging can create war and enemies......
I donot know her personnally tho i have been to her house....all that i can say to u Diana....stay strong and have fate in urself.Treat it as an ujian which god test u to....insya allah things will be better for u and ur family.....
Having slight sore throat now after a chocolate fiesta at home over the weekends....hopefully im not down wid flu since i will be a big gerl in exact 4 days time...heheheh..4 more days....counting counting....btw someone told me tat he wans a little break due to his proj coz he cant focus having me ard...so i tot i will be alright but it feels weird somehow wen u dun get attention from that someone now....hhmm...which means i miss him issit???errr......i dunno ah....maybe....
I hope my tuition kid cancel tutiton again...hahah...not in the mood to teach this week man....and theres Mango sale which my bleeds so much...coz i cant go....i am such a Mango freak and yet i am not gg for its 50% sale....reason??simple...coz im broke...ya...need to save up for my loan...aaarrggghhh.....my heart is bleedin...Help!
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12/19/2005
Tum Paas Aaye Yoon Muskaraye
Tumne Na Jaane Kya Sapne Dikhaye
Ab To Mera Dil Jaage Na Sota Hai
Kya Karoon Haye Kuchh Kuchh Hota Hai
What is love?Pyaar?Pyaar = Dosti.....Love is Friendship..Issit true?Well in this heart warming romantic comedy tells all about lost love and found love....Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...Something is Happening...the award winning movie back in 1998...I had watched it twice at the movie...bought the vcb and also the song cd..And i still cried each time I watched it.Actually i cried if i see Shahrukh Khan cried no matter wat the movies is...haha...Its the best movie to me coz both gals get to be with the hero...I was so glad that Central aired it earlier and I sat down watchin it attentively.The only movie whereby i could still remember to sing all of its song....It is so true first love is hard to forget and if u are fated to be with that someone...u will be wif him....so sweet...Anjali..Rahul....awww...i miss someone...not sure who...hahah...
I laughed when i remembered back those days where I was so obssessed with ShahRukh Khan...this movie made a hit here in spore and all around the world...and I was very excited when Ajantha Beauty Parlour organized SRK first concert here after the movie....yes i went to all of his concerts...I even bought posters...Stardust magazine...subscribe to Zee Tv....so that i could get the latest update about him...somehow my obssession began to decrease slowly and i stop buyin the magazines and even stop watchin hindi movie for awhile....but my hero is still SRK....
Only recently i started goin back to Bedok cinema and watched one new movie...Neal and Niki...a sexy comedy movie...but movies...like kkhh...hum dil cupke sanam...are still the best
Enough abt hindi movie...hehe...hmm tdy im a good gal..i din go out except in the morning for my religious class and i had bad headache the whole afternn....so i told my mum tat i will get headache if i sit at hme the whole day..haha...excuses..The headache became worst after i ate ''mee wak karto'' for dinner...think its too spicy and my brain cant take it...hehe..but the funny thing is after watchin the movie...my headache totally gone...hahaha...my SRK really cures me....kwang kwang kwang...here i go again...enuf rai!hehe...
My dad and bro not back yet from their trip to KL....i heard from my mum tat my lil bro bought me a birthday gift from there....Awwwww.....my little brother loves me...so sweet....am lookin forward to see wat issit.....hope its really true...skali my mum tricked me ah...isk..hehe...Haiz tmr...another monday...boring one i tink...gotta werk at 6pm...
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12/17/2005
So my bday wishlist sounded more like a hantaran ah...hhhmm...if i have that as my hantaran..whoa i will be the happiest bride man!!!haha...if only ah....Hmm..im glad that despite the huha regarding the post i wrote abt someone, there is still someone is kind wif her words.I really appreciate it.Thanks Naysitah...
I went to my werkplace's christmas lunch party jus now..it was alright la..nothin really happening..they had games and this gift exchange thingy..and i got a frame..quite cute tho.
So wondering wat i do there?I have to call caucasians expatriates and set an appointment to meet this angmoh senior consultant...basically everyday at werk i tok to all these mat sallehs from all around the world.Its really interesting...the pay not bad oso...
Tmr im gonna be a good daughter and stay by my mum side...i made her angry jus now...ehehhe...dad n bro not in spore...bro has badminton tournament in KL..so my dad follow...thats y my mum was angry wif me...hehe...i went out earlier and leave her alone at home...so now i felt bad...hhmmm....hehehe..ok 2am..bedtime!
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12/15/2005
For the last 2 nights..i had supper wif my beloved kak nini...last night we went to Simpang Bedok and earlier at this makan place opp Masjid Kassim..always had fun wif her.can tok anythin under the sun..so jus now she asked me wat i want for my upcoming bday...i laughed coz Kak nurul also asked me the same thing a few days ago..."Rai..wats ur wishlist?"...hhmm...i haven really tot of it coz somehow u feel old wen ur age reachin mid 20s...in 9 days me gonna be 24..this 24th..hhmm...nice number ah...i hope somethin special will happen but i doubt so tho...So wat i want for my bday this year....ok heres the list...
1>a nice 2hrs massage treat at Wayan Balinese Spa...(tried the chocolate message last yr..damn shiok)
2> A $1000 shoppin spree voucher (i miss my shoppin days..haiz)
3> Nokia N90 (Gettin sick wif my nokia now)
4>Charm bracelet from Tiffany & Co (Been aimin it for a long time...)
5> Full make up set from Bobby Brown (hehe..im not a makeup person..but..hehe)
6>Complete Facial product from Clinique (some of my product finish oredi..haha)
7>A nice bag from Gucci or LV... (Im not branded..but since its a gift so i dun mind either one..haha)
8>A lovely timepiece from Tag Heuer (hhmm..my humble fossil gettin boring)
9>Perfume from Hugo Energize..(i love hugo..)
10>Bvlgari white gold ring..(haha...hope its gonna be my engagement ring instead..haha)
Ok ok...after reading the list,i sound like a biatch yg tak sedar diri and tak tahu malu askin for so many things....haha..but these are the things i would love to own if given a choice..but of coz...life is never so perfect that u will get wat u want...agree?...
Hmmm...i was listening to this christmas song..and i feel tat the first verse of it seems so perfect to describe wat i am doin right now...i mean my bday is like a day apart..so..hhmm...so here how it goes...i change abit la...heheh
Last birthday
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
Im giving it to someone special
heheh...may sounded lame..but yeah is theres someone special?maybe....not the rite time to reveal who if there is la...insya allah i hope it will turn out well... *wink*....
Time to Zzzzzz....gg to school later...haiz...i hate that...and oh yah theres a Christmas celebration at my werkplace on friday...tokin abt werk...i will tell more wat i am doin the next time..hehe...my bro wanna sleep and hes chasin me out of the room...haiz...
a penny for my thoughts?
12/12/2005
To lydia:Firstly I would like to sincerely apologize to ya. I admit i wasnt sensitive towards ur feelings wen i wrote that post.I din tink how u will feel if u read it.My mistake there.True i may not know u personnaly but i have no evil intention to criticise ya.Guess i have my fair share too..the comments made by these ppl abt me.Seriously I would like to noe who are these ppl..some may think i am so shallow and daring to write those things.Ppl may perceived me differently now but i dun mind..coz everyone has their own opinion..so let it be,u cant pleased everyone.
I know that every human bein has the every right to be wif someone whom they love and i apologize on my mums behalf for making such remarks...Like i said,i am not concern abt wateva the relationship u had wif mus and no doubt he is a nice guy.I take tis as a lesson to be learnt..watch wat i say coz i will never noe who will get hurt the next time.So im sorry again.All the best to you and take care!
To her sis:
Its ur choice if u have printed it out.I have made a mistake there and i sincerely apologize.Insya allah ur sis will have a good life.God is fair.Im sorry.
So i do hope this will be my last entry regarding my previous post.I dun wish to make further comment abt it.If anyone of u still aint happy abt it...den im sorry...I dun appreciate those comments so if u have more nasty ones to say,jus keep it to urself.Thank u for readin my blog.
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12/11/2005
Whoa.....I have not checked my blog for the last few days coz of im busy werkin and there....ppl leaving me freaking nasty tag...Goodness...Wassup wif u ppl?Its my blog...i can write watevca i want...i am not discriminating her nor gods creation. I respect her as a normal human being and I aint tat pretty to start off with.And do u ppl tink first b4 writin those bitchy comments???Noone has the right to say whether my hati tak seindah ker or i need soul searchin???helloo...are u ppl god?For heaven sake...i tink u ppl needs soul searching yourself...who that ass wanna spit my face????i dare u to come to my house and do it infront of my parents if u have the balls...JERK!And yes my family would love to hear u call us assholes infront all of us..kurang ajar betul!!...And if u dun like readin wat i publise abt myself...den dun read..like i said wat right have u got to judge the way my mum brought me up...I see no wrong my mum askin me tat coz i was asking her to describe the gal he was wif...so she is sayin wat she saw..
To skin prob sister:I sincerely apologize if my last entry offended ya and your family. I will delete that paragraph out of respect to ur family. For ur info...i have no intention to kutuk ur sis...
And to the rest:thanks for the nasty comments...its lovely to read...
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12/06/2005
The Sky is falling!!!!!a hilarious animated film Chicken Little about a young and cute little chicken who causes widespread panic when he mistakes a falling acorn for a piece of the sky....the chicken is so cute in the movie tat i feel like ownin a pet exactly like him...hahaha...i went to watch this movie my little cousin earlier in the afternoon...yeah its the cousin bonding session...its fun!
Later in the evening i went to Parkway wif Wati and Zarina..we jus window shop and eat there...its always fun to be wif ur gal frens...one idiotic salesgal at Isetan make me pissed for a moment...poor customer service...!!!agree dude???dun feel like typin out wat happen...hehe..
My mum warned me not to find someone who is a player and has many gal frens...who treat gals like tissue...I assured my mum tat dun worie...i noe who is best for me and of coz insya allah i wont take an asshole as a husband...mothers...they get worried over little things..even on things that doesnt concern them.
Thank god my tuition kid mum jus msged that she has transfer the 70bucks she owed me....i tot she gonna take 2 bloody months to it...haiz...*yawn* im sleepy...
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12/05/2005
Kal Ho Na Ho....Devdas...Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...one common theme about these movies mentioned here is tat my ShahRukh Khan acted in them...and i have never ever felt bored watchin any movies acted by him...Especially Devdas...some may not like this movie but i can cry each time watchin it...even Kal Ho Na Ho...bottom line is any movies acted by my SRK which he ended up dying..i will cry no matter if i had watch it a million times...My dad laughed at me when i cried watchin Kal Ho Na Ho jus now at Central...so mean!!!I admit i am an emotional person....Today or shld i say awhile ago i met up wif Wahidah.....my sec fren whom i have been frens for more then 10 years...someone who is full of jokes and laughter...someone who is there for me wen i am in trouble...someone who is there when i need a shoulder to cry on...I am very surprise how our frenship grew stronger as we moved on wif our own lives after our sec days...*sob* *sob*..ok ok...im gettin all emotional now..haha..blame it on tat hindi movie i watched earlier...
So wonder who is this Wahidah ive been tokin abt...
Thats her on the right....picture taken durin our class outin to El Sheikh...
Hmm...i realise that for the past 4 days..i have been goin to Arab Street...
Thurs -wid mum for tea
Friday- wid mum for prayers at Sultan Mosque
Saturday - wid Wati and d gals for dinner
Sunday - wid family for dinner
Looks like i have to start looking for new place to go now....stop gg to Arab Street...but its nice to go there...any suggestions of interesting places?
a penny for my thoughts?
12/03/2005
Tick..Tock..Tick...and its almost 3am now...i jus got back from a nice supper wif my sec frens Rabiah and Wahidah...@ the ever famous Simpang Bdk..hehe..the place to cuci mata..hhmm..actually not really..din catch any cute guys there jus now..maybe coz we gals were busy laughin and tokin..always had so much fun hangin out wid them..we can tok from somethin very serious to somethin supper crappy....hehe...So wen i got back..everyone at home are already in their dreamland..since im still full and aint sleepy yet...i went to check my frenster account....at times its fun to look at ppls page...view their picture gallery but most of the time frenster is very annoying...
I edited my photos at frenster...so i have decided to remove 3 photos....which previously i dun have the heart to do so...bcoz i tot i will feel a lil pinch if i did it..but now i feel like the time is rite ..wonder whos photo i deleted??haha...make a guess..i tink no name shall be mention here..if u noe tats good...if u dun..hhmm a lil clue..its Mr M...But but but....dun get me wrong...i dun hate him..suddenly i jus feel tat the pictures are so yesterday.Actually shld have deleted it long time ago....but...
When i first knew him back den around end of Dec 2004...he was such a nice and sweet guy.Typical arabic words such as 'Insya allah'...'Masya Allah' are his fav...but generally as u know someone longer...u get to see his true colors...hhmm now i make it sound as if hes a bad guy..haha..no la..no doubt he is still a nice guy...Like he always said...'Shit Happens'..so that is exactly wat is happenin now....hehe....i shall not elaborate more....Anyway I am glad tat i noe him...so the conclusion is....
God sometimes give u wat u want but not exactly wat u need....life is never a smooth sail...so when u have open the wrong door...dun ever regret coz only by openin the wrong door den u will realise wat actually u want and need...take it as a lesson to be learnt coz everythin tat happens always for a reason.I am not sure at this very moment if i have knock on to the right door.....as for now all i can do is pray for HIS guidance and i hope insya allah i have made the right choice...insya allah...
Hehehe....Boy..i sound so serious for a moment..haha...wats wif the wrong door and right door thingy???hehe....well...well...its for me to know..for u to figure out...hehehehehehehe.....
Ok...lets change subject...love can be so boring..hehe...hhmm...4 days to my results.....im scared!!
And its almost 4 am now...in 2 hrs time my dad will wake me up for subuh..*daily routine*...and i have 2 weddings to attend later...follow my mum...another boring saturday....and weddings on sunday too...hopefully i dun haf to follow...
So i will end my entry here.....sweet dreams...
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