Nothing hurts like love...

Being Myself
Rai...
24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*

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10/29/2004

Time check...9pm...Im sittin in my bro room as usual, feeling so tired n stress...is there any other word to describe worst than stress? Well thats wat im feeling now!!!I felt so weak...no appetite to eat...and d left side of my head is aching...seriously I wanna compaint to SIM for their poor arrangement. How can they squeeze 2 heavy papers in one day???? First my HR was a 3hrs paper and 40 minutes later I sat for my Econs...tell me who would not be stress???I was so tired after the paper that I looked so pale...I cant even drove back, luckily my sis was around.
Well I noe its not a unusual to find ppl taking 2 papers in one day...but try to be in my shoe...HR is a 3hrs paper with full of theories....Econs 2hrs paper...theories and diagrams...haiz....
Aniwae, I was glad that Im left with one more paper to go and the earlier papers was ok and I hope I can passed both....including the big haedache on Monday...OSD...

After monday....Im free...hehe....ok..this make me smile...hehe...so many things to do...First I wanna go IKEA.Wanna buy some stuffs for my room...next Town...lots to buy for the upcomin raya...oh yah...not forgettin my major proj..DPP....10th Nov the presentation...hmm...and yes...baking!!!This year I wanna bake 3 types of cookies...Nestum Cookies...Chocolate Chip Cookies and White Egg Cornflakes....yummy!!!hehhe....

But before all that to happen...I have to study one more module.....Arrgghhh!!!

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10/24/2004

'Kau masih berkawan dgn budak cina tu??'...ibuku bertanya dengan tiba tiba..aku tersentak buat seketika...budak cina??..Apakah maksud ibu ku?Setelah ku berfikir sejenak, baru lah aku memahami kata kata ibu tu tadi.'Eerr....entah la mummy, masih kawan agak nya,' aku menjawab dengan nada yg agak sedih.'Haiz..sedara dah nampak kau ke hulu ke hilir dengan dia,kau tinggalkan dia lak?', pertanyaan ibuku yang agak pedas mendengar.'huh?siapa tinggalkan siapa?'hati ku berkata-kata.'haha..apa leh buat dah tak ada jodoh mummy', aku berbisik sendiri.'Apa jer, kan orang selama ini kawan jer dengan dia.Alah setakat satu makcik kepo jer nampak,' aku membela diriku sendiri.Ibuku pun berdiam dan terus bangun menuju ke dapur.Aku terperanjat akan pertanyaan ibuku tadi.Tidak ku sangka ibuku masih ingat kisah 'silam' itu.

Aku terfikir seketika tentang soal cinta, hidup..semuanya telah tertulis dan segala yang berlaku adalah kehendak illahi.Kita insan yang lemah hanya dapat merancang hanya tuhan yang menentukan.Aku akui ketika perkenalan dengan jejaka tersebut, aku memang idamkan sebuah cinta yang sentiasa subur dihati. Walaupun hati kecilku sedih kerana kebahagian yang ku kecapi hanya sementara namun aku bersyukur kerana tuhan telah mengajarku ertinya cinta dan pergorbanan. Aku bersyukur diketemukan dengan beliau suatu masa dahulu dan aku mendoakan kebahagian ke atas dirinya.........

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10/20/2004

Hmmm.....20 minutes to break fast and alhamdulilah everything goes very smooth for the past 6 days...hopefully i can fast for the whole month but den i noe its kinda impossible coz i think 'that lil aunty will come knockin anytime soon'...haiz....a woman will always be a woman.....hehehe....

Earlier me heard a very nice song....

Song: So Beautiful
Artist: Pete Murray....
Comment: Nice and will be my next fav...hehehe....

Ok la...gonna bathe and break my fast for the day and then do lil bit of reading before my tarawih at 9pm...den revision again...haiz...cant wait for it to be over...man...i hate exams!!!

Exam Semenster 4
29th Oct---- SO (10am - 1.15pm)
---- Econs (2.15pm - 5.00pm).............. Im stress!!!!

1stNov---- OSD (2pm - 5pm)

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10/17/2004

When it comes to Ramadhan...the only song that can bring tears to me is this song which was sang by one of our local talent.....(tangkap giler nye)

The lyric......
Ramadhan
Naluri kita manusia selau leka
Hanya sujud dan sembah
Padanya jua
Kini engkau ku datangi
Berserah diri
Bersama kehitaman masa
Nan silam

Ampunanmu kuharapkan
Tiada daya aku menghindarkan
Kesalahan dan dosaku
Hanya engkau yang tahu
Di Ramadan ini kabulkan doaku
Suluhkanlah cahayamu
Di malam yang penuh syahdu

Ramli Sarip

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10/15/2004

2.32pm...sittin in my bro's room...facing the computer and typing my tots....tryin my very best to endure the hunger and thirst especially at this very moment my mum is cookin Ayam Lemak Cili Padi...the smell....'oh my....cubaan'......alhamdulilah everything goes smoothly as for now...insyallah it wil continues for the rest of the month.Today's sholat tarawih is expected to be more compared to yest only abt 40 people who came to my hse....its so nice to see ppl pray tog in ur house... (1 Ramadhan 1425)

Ok...back to my work...tyrin very hard to stay focused and revise my work....

*salam takziah buat keluarga Haida atas permergian neneknya yg tercinta.Somoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat~insya allah*

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10/14/2004

Ramadan is a special month of the year for over one billion Muslims throughout the world. It is a time for inner reflection, devotion to God, and self-control.........

[2:185] Ramadan is the month during which the Quran was revealed, providing guidance for the people, clear teachings, and the statute book. Those of you who witness this month shall fast therein. Those who are ill or traveling may substitute the same number of other days. GOD wishes for you convenience, not hardship, that you may fulfill your obligations, and to glorify GOD for guiding you, and to express your appreciation......(Quran verse)

To all muslin ard the world.....Happy Ramadhan....15th October 2004...1 Ramadhan 1425

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10/13/2004

*wink*ive chged my skin again...hahaha...influenced by ehem Wati...hehe...tink this look beta rite...?

Hmm...jus awhile ago..me received a msg from someone whom me least expected...haha...so sweet of him....*smile*

Its 1230am now....gonna have a long day again tmr...gotta do my survey for my dpp...haiz..proj..proj..proj...proj....wen issit gonna end???den its exam...and i haven start my revision...damn....

Im 300buks richer tdy....wohoo!!!jus got my pay...hehe...now im decidin whether to buy my BVLGARI or BURBERRY perfum.....hmm.....

ok la...time to hit the bed....sweet dreams~~
ps:its joe's bday tdy....haiz.....would love to hate him!!!!but i cant.....

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10/12/2004

Hehehe...ive chg my skin again due to some reasons...
1> Its gonna be a holy month soon...so the previous skin is absolutely not appropriate..
2> I got different reaction from diff ppl abt my wild and sexy skin...haha...
3> Ive got nuthin to do now...hhahaa...jus finish my proj

So me sum up all the reasons and decided to chg it to a more angelic skin...aint that lil gerl cute...theres suppose to be some snowflakes fallin down but it seems like the snow jus too sturborn and now the skin look abit plain...but its ok la...im not in the mood to find a beta one coz its time consuming!!!

Hmm.....tdy is a bz day for me...gotta to do lots of errands for my mum coz shes preparin some food for those guys cumin over for prayers at my hme earlier....

Anyway......tdy is my lovely fren NADAROS birthday...so.....this is specially dedicated to u my dear.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!I shall not disclose ur age...may all ur wildest dream come true....
. Stay pretty always...
. Achieve good grades for the upcomin exams...
. Always in good health...
. Be successful in future...
. Marry Bahrain...
. Have beautiful babies...
And i'm glad u like the pressie i gave tho its not expensive and 'clean'....haha....

Ok folks...thats all for now...haha...very tired(as always!!!!)

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10/07/2004

Ok...tis shoutout goes out to Mr Sarip Dol....ur blog awesome!!!hahahha.....now im lookin forward for raya...yipppeeee!!!!!!!!....cant wait to go geylang bazaar....wohoo!!!....burger ramli...haha....and my all time fav raya song by J-Bond...power!!!....the one by Aishah oso nice Pulanglah...hahah..ok ok...puasa dulu....next thurs dah start tarawih...and my house gonna be a mini surau....hehe...best...lots of ppl will be here to tarawih...hmm...isnt me suppose to sleep...haha...ok Mr Dol....good job!!haha...the song i mean!

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Listenin: REM
Song: Leavin New York
Comment:hmm...its d new singles...REM songs are all nice..so i enjoy listenin to them...

Hmm...tdy is a damn hectic day for me...like nada sae im a 'superwoman' tdy..hahaha..yah yah...hehe...well...i din really get much rest tdy..ok..this was my timetable earlier

9.30am......Tuition Suhaili

11.30am.....Picked nada n nov up to sch

12.00pm....Reached sch and lunch wid kuti n shaohui

1.30pm......Started discussion

4.1opm....Left sch for another tuition

4.40pm....Tuition Liyana

6.00pm...Reached home and taught Aqilah

8.00pm....my last tuition for the day...Tuition Fiko....

Man...ive never squeeze 4 tutions in one day...so rite now im freakin tired and my head spinnin...gonna take my panadol soon....

Oh yah,not forgettin,earlier my poly classmate Azlina called me...i was so surprised to receive her call coz the last time i heard from her was like 2 yrs back...yah...i miss her so much...she is so giler like me...my 'cabut' kaki duriin poly...hahah
Yah...she is gettin married soon wif her german bf....yah..another one of my fren gettin married...y am i not surprised????!!!??hahaha....we plan to meet up sometime next week...hmm..hopefully wif my other frens like Sulaiman, Zul...Sid...Syam...hehe...miss them lots..think some of them din noe me wore tudung now..hahaha.....the giler giler Rai wear tudung now....hahaha...

Ok la...time to sleep...my body achin...dude...can u urut me?remember the one u did at KL...shiok man!

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10/02/2004

Ehem..Ehem...*clear throat*..heheh...hmm...guess wat im doin at 3am in the morning???...hehe..changing my blogskin...haha...guess it needs a new and fresher look..*wink*...sexy rite??

Hmm..actually im in cloud nine now...no no...im not love...err...hmm..im always in love...hehe...wat i mean is...i received a good news tdy...WOHOO!!!Guess wat...my econs test,i got a HD (Higher Distinction) for it....YES!!!!Its my first HD and im overjoyed!!!Cant believed my eyes sia wen i checked my results!!!aniwae..this is jus a test...shld strieve better result for the final one... :)

As expected...dinner date wid Hanizah was cancelled...hahaha...

Lookin for the bday bash.....

Ok im tired...and time to ZzzzzzZzzz.....

Jus love my new skin...haha...looks wild and sexy...

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