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Nothing hurts like love...
Being Myself
Rai...
24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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12/02/2004
HAVE YOU MET THE RIGHT MAN AT THE WRONG TIME????
I am a simple 23years old gerl...had been happily single for many months now and have wonderful friends around me. Since young i always believe that when the right man came along, I will be such a smitten kitten that I'd give up everything for him...haha...guess life and love doesnt seem to run according to plan...so true rite??
Recently I met THE ONE...i have to admit that theres mushy gushy feelings in my tummy...and I knew this ONE was too good to pass up BUT the timing is out of whack...I met THE ONE at the wrong time...he is freakin attached.
He often mentioned how unhappy he was with his girlfriend...they often quarrel and there are some qualities he wanted his girlfriend to back up.But the more I talked to him...the more the attraction started to build. Whenever he called me, my tummy did somersaults....oh my god??am i crazy???But i kept tellin myself that I must kept it at a neutral, friendly level...he has a girlfriend and couldnot cross the line...but he has so many qualities that I look for in a guy...y he has to be attached?Is god testing me?
I have never let my heart rule my feelings but i guess i failed again....when he introduced her to me...I din even dare to look at her....tell me,issit normal to have this reaction? I tend to miss him more when he din call nor msg...I wanted to tell him how I felt but I knew it wasnt the right time and I can never do so. I know he do have feelings too....what can i do now? Dont lose hope?
If puttin in some effort to make it works...will it ever happen between us?or should i take a step back and jus let it pass by??True enuf if we are fated to be together, we will always be together but do i have to wait patiently without making an effort to make it happen?Should i let the love of my life escape just because it came at the wrong time? or would i be thinkin in ten years time, was he the one who got away?
If u are askin me if its a risk worth taking for? I will go with my gut feeling and say yes, hes it....But as for now only time will tell. Its not a waste of time knowing him and only HE knows what is best for me and its worth taking it really slowly.....oh how i wish i can have him to myself....
a penny for my thoughts?
happiness....health...good career ahead...and a handsome n rich husband..hehe
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