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Nothing hurts like love...
Being Myself
Rai...
24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*
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8/28/2005
When i woke up today...i felt something is missin...felt like im very disappointed wif myself.I dunno wat went wrong wif me..My whole body was aching and i was reluctant to get off my bed.But i knew i had to coz i have 2 kids to teach...In the end i cancel one and only taught the small gal...Im jus too lazy to do anythin...even eating!!!Had only one meal tdy...I am not on a diet!MaybeI shld blame the pills which i took recently (due to some personal prob)..it might have coz this terrible mood swing..i have lost my appetite to eat...i felt this sensation of unease and have this urge to vomit...maybe its the side effect...i dunno...i jus hate the feeling...really suxs*sigh* Anyway i dun really like to express much in my blog but I'm gona give my two cents worth. Sometimes i wonder if its really worth it to be nice and be concern towards others when u know tat not everything u did will receive much appreciation....or rather wat ever u did was not appreciated at all...annoyin rite...Sometimes some ppl say some things without thinkin and they din realise tat it does hurt the other party...simple words or sentence can bring alot of meanings....wonder wonder from bein not understanding previously, now i'm demanding?..hahaha....bein upgraded!!! *must be the pills again...* *wink*
*haiz*...The things I'v heard previously from people around might not do anything to hurt me but why am i affected by the things said by that someone. did I like the impression I got of that someone when we first met?Seriously i dunno n i cant remember....I dun hate anyone but why do i feel nausea each time i heard tat someones name..saw ...or even tinkin back abt wat the things said....?Why cant each of us jus mind our own business...Maybe im jus bein silly here but thousand apologies if anyone is offended.Im not referin to anyone in particular. :)How i wish life would be much easier and simplier.....guess everyone ask for the same thing too....Life...
a penny for my thoughts?
happiness....health...good career ahead...and a handsome n rich husband..hehe
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