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Being Myself
Rai...
24 years old
RMIT University (SIM),3rd yr in BBBA...
single but not available...*wink*

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12/21/2005

I have one major problem....i have difficulties to say NO to ppl eventho my heart is in real pain now...arrrggghh....ok ok..here is wat happen...i have told myself tat next year i will only teach my old students which I know i wont have any problem wif when gettin the payments and stuff...so i have deleted 3 kids name in my list...BUT one of the mum called me 10 minutes ago and asked to start teachin her daughter this 28th...I was speechless for a moment...seriously i tot i wont be receivin call from her so its easier tat way as i wont have to give excuse y i dun wanna teach anymore.But now she really called and really wants me to teach...i dunno how to say NO and im scared she will be offended....she called and said ''ok dik, i will buy the text on the 27th and u can come and start teachin on the 28th...im gettin 2 workbooks so tat u can use one.issit alright with u?''.....i paused.I dunno wat to say...that leaves me wif no choice but to say ok...i mean its rezeki and i shldnt tolak....but...the mum is abit complicated la...isk...im stress now...haiz....now i have to start plan my schedule properly so that i can teach and do part time the same time...and of coz school too...looks like i will super busy next year...goodness!!!

Ok enuf of stressful things....so wats happenin at home???hmm.... looks like my dad is really in holiday mood sia.....first he went to KL-MALACCA on last fri to sunday for the tournament....and wen i got home from werk jus now, my mum told me tat my dad went to Shah Alam again jus now for another 3 days but this time to accompany our ustad to see the ''miracle" doctor...wah....my dad..my dad...really enjoyin himself ah......hehee...kesian my mum kena tinggal again..no wonder earlier she called and asked whether i wanna have lunch at JB...of coz bein a filial daughter, i said yes...heheh..since i will not be werkin til next year....company close for christmas and new year...shiok rite...but my pay will be so pathetic la coz i werk for like 10 days only.jadi la....gonna miss my colleagues...especially fara n ju....fun ppl...haiz...heheh...

Suddenly i felt sick..my tummy is not feelin too good...I had black pepper steak at Simpang bedok jus now with wahidah and rabiah and it sux big time and i feel like vomittin now...*sick*....

As u can see im bored now thats y i keep updatin my blog and check my frenster account frequently...So as im always on frenster....i had checked someones page for fun...one of my relative to be exact..was kinda surprise to see tat someone's status is now ''in relationship'' so the kepo me went to check the picture gallery and testies and am quite sure thats the partner....well..well...guess diff ppl has diff taste and i have no right to judge whether he or she suits for each other...so i hope the best for them...might be gettin invitation soon i guess....hhmm....

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